Elana point of view
I was so heart broken I thought he liked me I couldn't go into school the next day I couldn't face him so I took the day off mum treated my to a subway because she knew I was so upset . Marcel came over to see if I was Alright.
We spent the whole day together so we ended up dating again which I regret it was only 9 hours he had to move to a different country...I didn't want to go back out with him but it just sort of happend....
After I went and met up with Cleo it was fun we made musicl.lys and we just messed around it was fun it's really cheered me up .
Chara goes back out with his ex girlfriend now.....wow I'm feel like a total ideot now ugh.
I hate him I hate chara...but at the same time I don't why do I still love him he broke my heart
I'm not looking forward to going back to school on Monday I can't face him...I can't...but I need to I need to see him.
Why is being in love so hard. Why can't these feeling go away...why....why do I still want him
Why do I still love him .
He messing with my feelings .
I don't know what to do. He always been there for me especially when I self harmed he was their for me....why does love do this to me...why?
Is this love . I don't know love is so hard I've never been in love before chara is my first love and I'm terrified
But I'm not gonna be ones of those girls who's life come crashing down because of some boy I will be strong I will get on with my life . And I will
Chara pov
Friday at last ugh it's been a long week I couldn't wait for the day to be over.
I loved Fridays because we always finished early on Fridays which I really cool so . but little did I know this Friday would be the worst one yet.
The second I walked trough the gate I knew to say would be shit but I didn't know why huh I got science today with elana that gonna be so awkward she thought we was dateing because of rosa .
As I went into science and sat down I waited for elana as we sat next to each other but she never turned up she wasn't in school . That's odd, she problem just ill. Everyone seems to be ill at the moment .
Any way it's was break next fun I passed elana a friends and they gave me a real evil look . Did I do something wrong?? Cleo came over to me and kicked me " what was that for" I asked her
"You know what " she said pissed off giving me a evil look.
Cleos boyfriend then came over. " why would you do that to elana she a very nice girl" he said I was confused I then asked her what I did .
"You made her believe that you and her was dateing and now she's heart broken and she will asoon as she hears you go back out with that little bitch" Cleo said
Shit I didn't know I upset her. "I'll talk to her after school" I said
"Good luck" Cleo laughed I got kicked all day I had bruises everywhere wow I didn't deadline elana liked me that much.
I sent her a message saying I was sorry but no reply wow she must really hate me that much I feel really bad....
What have I done...
