There's always those types of relationships where it happens from a friend. This girl was dating my best friend at the time. At first I never knew who she was nor did I ever knew she went the my school (sophomore year). So I would usually hangout with my friend since it was a weekly thing I did. Whenever I would hangout with him it would end up being a third wheel. No matter what day it was, she was always there.
Most of my life ive been the third wheel so I was used to it. What had really gotten on my nerves was the fact that they had been doing lovey dovey things making me feel more depressed about myself. Then things started to change when he dumped her for someone else, I talked to her to make sure she was alright. she had hated him for what he had done. I understood why she hates him since it was a messed up thing to do. So I did my job to be friends with her and made sure she was doing alright.
So throughout those times its been me checking up on her if she hadnt hurt herself. Id even check to see if she has been getting better, but nothimg changed. She was still angry at the bullshit that had happened to her. So for several months we had been texting each other and things had started to get better. She had gotten a different boyfriend and I was happy for her but I was mostly happy that I wasnt gonna see couples make out.
So after a while the texting stopped so I thought maybe she doesnt want to message me anymore since she wants her boyfriend. So I just lived my life and changed myself. Got myself a job, got data on my phone so I didnt need Wi-Fi for things and I was happy that I was able to get myself these things by myself. But school made it worse with the idiots, the dicks and the assholes making life worse. I just wanted school to be over so I can have my peace and quiet and I could be finally able to sleep since school took a lot of my sleeping time from me.
