Rejection; Their Fault🥀

CH1🥀

This is Leah xx

Leah;

Rejection is what I'm used too.
8 years of living hell can make you heartless.

10 years ago everything was perfect.
No drama.
No bullying.
Everyone smiled.
People were happy.
Everyone adored my 8 year old gapped tooth self.
I was the Beta's daughter.
But now... all of that was gone the second my mum died
She's gone.
Because of me.
My parents were respected people who were loved by everyone 'they were beta's' of course everyone loved the beta family everyone loved my brother and I .

Flashback;

1 year before Leah's mum died

I saw daddy training the warriors in the yard , I always wanted to be a warrior and kick everyone's bottoms.

The warriors were training really hard and so was daddy and I hadn't seen daddy all day and wanted to see him , so I snuck up behind him and jumped on his leg
"boo! Hi daddyyy"
"Oh hi there sweetie" as he smiled down at me with his pearly whites and kissed my cheeks as I giggled.

Everyone stopped training and looked up in awe, and were all smiling at the father and daughter love
I yelled "HI GUYS" with my big smiling tooth gapped teeth , everyone laughed in delight at the cuteness of me
"DADDY CAN I TRAIN WITH YOU PLEASSSEEE" he chuckled and turned his head up to the warriors
"What do you guys think ? Should she join us" everyone errupted in cheers of yes's and of course's.

My eyes brightly widened and a small squeal erupted from my mouth . My dad laughed and picked me up and put me on his back and got positioned in a push up position with me hanging tightly on his back he then yelled out to the warriors
"WELL THEN LETS GET STARTED" everyone laughed out loud and at my silliness and all got down to doing push-ups , I squealed so loud from having so much fun I ended up getting off and doing my own little push ups

" My have you gotten better in doing those push ups baby" as I collapsed from tiredness from doing 6 push ups then I looked up to see mum standing looking over the warriors , my dad and me. Her beautiful golden brown hair swaying as the little sets of wind flew by and her gorgeous bright blue eyes staring at her lil kid and her mate.

I smiled brightly and jumped up into my mums arms hugging her tightly taking in her wonderful scent that my 7 year old self loved.
"Training dismissed" as all the warriors bowed their head down in respect then tiredly walking into their directions to the pack house or their home.
Daddy then sprung up and picked us both up hugging us tightly as me and mum giggled in delight , "hey what about me" my 12 year old brother pouted as I yelled out to him "HIIII JACKKKK" he laughed at me as I ran up to him and hugged him he picked me up and then walked over to mummy and daddy and we all erupted in laughter as daddy picked us all up.

End of flashback;

That is what I missed the happiness of not only my once called family but the pack being happy and smiling.

But now that's all gone.

Dad doesn't talk anymore and ignores everyone he keeps to himself now, 1 week after mums death he didnt really even speak to me only a few hi's and bye's no I love you Leah have a great day or him smiling that's very rare of him to smile these days 8 years of nothing but hatred and sadness towards me.

He tried to keep busy by finishing beta work but decided to give up 3 years later and gave it to my brother to do ,and the alpha that was once a second father figure to me gave up His alpha position to his Son Grayson because of the loss of his bestfriend and he just felt old now as for the Luna wasn't talkative as much as she was before because her bestfriend she grew up with my mother died .

I don't blame her look how I turned heartless that my heart was taken away from me the day my mum died , my brother hated me , and as for the packs torments and my dad no longer speaking to me , at first I tried to explain to everyone it was rogues but they just felt the need to blame me .I now blame me.

My once gorgeous curly golden brown hair from my mother and bright blue eyes from my dad now gone dull, my once really tan skin now not as tan because they tell me they don't want to look at me so I stay in my room but when I need to go out, it's to go to school insults and sometimes beatings thrown at me or let my wolf  out at in the middle of the night when everyone's asleep except for the ones parting till 5am including the alpha and my brother but they always seemed to be drunk when they get home with a bunch of girls clinged to their arms .

Im really disappointed in my brother, mum and dad always told him to protect me and to wait for his mate and to respect her no matter what but he's a massive player along with the alpha geez I feel sorry for their mates.

Talking about mates I'm most likely getting mine soon, my birthday is in 2 days but it's not like anyone cares.