Rejection; Their Fault🥀

CH2

Leah;

I got up from my bed and went straight to have a nice warm shower it's roughly around 5:40am and I get ready earlier so I can leave before anyone really seeing me.

As I entered the warm shower I put my coconut conditioner and my caramel scented body wash on. I finished up and dried my hair and put it in a messy bun pulling out the baby hairs , I stared at my dull blue eyes once bright blue and my golden brown hair now in a messy bun, no volume , no shine just plain old dull.

I exited my bathroom and put on my blue ripped jeans, a black tshirt and a big adidas hoody with my black doc martins. By the time I was finished it was 6:00am - good timing I thought.

I carefully walked down the hallway and all the way down 4 sets of stairs , I hear no one awake gladly and make my way to the kitchen I make myself 2 pieces of toast and a coffee since that's all I ever have till dinner.

I walk outside and slide against a tree and sit and enjoy my toast and coffee while I can , I hear birds and all kinds of animals making noises calming my wolf and I , this is the only time when I can relax and not be judged or bullied  , I've had my wolf ever since I was 13 - strange I know but it's been good having one friend, my wolfs name is Bellona which I think is a stunning name apparently in Roman it means (to fight) which I find satisfying , my wolfs colour is a very rare one it's pure white with gorgeous symbols from my head to tail it's usually black but has lit up blue which has happened once when I killed a rogue because I was protecting myself and our land.

"Hi Leah what a gorgeous morning" she says as I feel her wake up and stretch in my head
"Yes the only time it's peaceful and calming for us" she smiles a sad smile knowing what I meant
"It's ok Leah we will get through this and leave one day I promise the moon godness has our future planned out for us ok we need to be strong ok" a small smile upons on my face from her positive words
"Thanks Bell you promise"
"I promise" I know when she means a promise she could never brake a promise, I respect and appreciate Bellona so much she's such an amazing wolf positively keeping me up and soothing mindful words when I'm upset she's the only one who's made me smile over the 8 years.

I close my eyes briefly for 5 minutes relaxing until my mood is cut off with a loud yell coming towards me "LEAH WHAT ARE YOU DOING GET YOUR ASS TOO SCHOOL YOU STUPID SLUT" I instantly feel the need to cry but all my tears dried up many years ago I knew exactly who was yelling it was my what so called 'brother' I'm instantly yanked up by my shoulder roughly and am met with two angry blue eyes "what are you just gonna stand there and look like an idiot" I just hung my head low and walk away to grab my bag from the kitchen.

I enter and notice only a few people in there so I hang my head low and grab my bag not before walking to the back door well tried before I knocked into someone and fell down everyone then looks and laughs I'm used to it anyway so it doesn't bother me as much anymore I look up to see Allison my once called bestfriend now worse enemy known also my now bully for now 8 years she then looks at me with her now angry green eyes and now sorta messed up blonde hair according to her "HEY WHORE WATCH WERE YOUR GOING YOU KNOCKED MY DRINK ON ME" which was just a little bit of coffee on the top of her slutty looking dress I just rolled my eyes looking down and got up and started to walk away before I was grabbed by the wrist and turned around "EXCUSE ME APOLOGISE " I said nothing and turned around not before I was grabbed by the neck and roughly put against the wall her nails digging into my skin but I have high pain tolerance so I couldn't feel anything "APOLOGISE NOW!" seriously this girl is over dramatic but everyone still obeys her because she thinks she's gonna be Female Alpha I roll my eyes at the thought of that . She then slaps me 'hard' to my face which I feel nothing but my head turns to the side and as I open my eyes I watch the Alpha and my brother sitting at the island table glaring at me but I turn the other way , she then digs her nails in harder but I still feel nothing and get another slap to the face making my eyes a little teary but tears don't dare to fall I haven't cried in over 4 years so no point crying over a slap.

I then end up saying "Sorry Allison" of course getting her own way she smiles wickedly and throws me to the ground I gasp for air then stare at my brother and the alpha laughing at me.

It hurts to know your brother is one of the reasons you get bullied he then stops laughing glaring at me I quickly get up and grab my bag before running out the back door and start walking to school because I don't deserve a car according to them.I just spent 20 minutes in their wasting my time instead of getting to school it's 6:50am which is a little late from the time I usually take to get to school but it doesn't bother me as much, the way I have to go to get to school is to go past my old house which my dad still lives in which 5 days a week walking that way always brings memories but I just keep a straight face walking.

I then walk past my old house to see my dad drinking his coffee on the porch , usually his never out like never but I walk past halfway as I feel his eyes on me

"Hey Leah why do you always walk to school" I stop and freeze in my spot , that's the first time in over 2 years since he's ever talked to me the last time he talked to me was to ask where the alpha was, I then click back to reality not turning around and closed my eyes breathing
"Everyone says I don't deserve a car and I need to walk more" I say my voice no emotion in it I then continue walking until he says something again
"Oh ok" he says sounding sad probably because I haven't looked him the eye in over years I have no pity towards him he technically disowned me as his daughter and favourites Jack all the time, he will always be my dad but that's just a title for him otherwise I feel no connection towards him anymore.

I start walking a bit faster still feeling his eyes on me as I disappear into the woods on my way to school a 30 minute walk but by car 15 minutes but most times I'd rather walk anyway to clear my mind and have conversations with Ballona. 20 minutes of having a convo with her makes me smile a lot she then gets really excited
"OMG OMG OMG our birthday is soon Leah we find mate soon as well"
I chuckle at her but shake off the feeling of having a mate
"Yeah don't get to excited Bell" I say knowing what's gonna happen when we meet our mate
"What do you mean?"
"Don't worry Bell" making sure not to kill her happy mood right now.

By the time we finish talking im already at school 7:35am not too bad bell goes at 8:00am not really any students are here which is good so I go to my locker and then walk straight to the library seeing Mrs Lee the old 60 year old smiles at me kindly knowing me because I come here all the time I nod my head in response and go to my spot and read my books and study until 10 minutes before the bell goes.

Hope you liked this chapter xx