Random days of my life

I have some problems

I always was a girl that could blend in or stand out in a certain crowd. I love to sing and draw, I feel like I am  an average student and just starting high school. My days are mostly spent at home or at school. I'm not a party kind of girl, and when I do go out it was most likely to her best friend's house. As a kid my mother and step dad fought often. Things wasn't what it should have been. I always green-eyed at the kids that would have life long friends, kids who had the chance to live in one house all their lives, the kids who was able to share memories with other kids the went to the same school from Elementary to High school with other kids. What I do  have, memories have abuse and having to move around the U.S a lot in life. But what can you do about the past, I just hope I can recover I seem to be letting somethings from the past effect my choices now and thinking about it makes me wonder why it's easy to say " Get over it" but then I do for a while then get just attacks me later.