Baby Bieber (A Justin Bieber fan fic)

Chapter 35 :she needs him

Justins p.o.v

Scooter just left without a word speeding out the drive , that was weird i picked up my phone and decided to check those texts mum,Ryan and Kenny.I couldn't believe what i was seeing there in-front of me was the 3 words that broke my heart.

"lilys in hospital"

I got in my car as fast as i could speeding to the hospital how could this happen i was only gone a few hours and lily was in hospital i needed to be there i love her i couldn't bear to see her in pain.What happend was going over and over in my head.Forgetting everything around be i sped to the hospital i needed to see lily it only took me 2 minutes because of how fast i was going 

I ran up to the front desk "do you know what room lily braun is in please"she must of been confused at how fast i was speaking she told me 3rd floor room 142 so i ran to the elevator as fast as i could i saw everyone gathered in the waiting room outside Lily's room i quickly glanced at them they gave me relieved looks and i ran to the door only to be pulled back by Ryan.

Ryan '-  she's in a coma  the Doctor said shes not awake yet

Justin- i need to see her i love her ryan 

Ryan - yeah i know *she knows two*

Justin-SHE WHAT 

Ryat- Justin lilys health is more important we will talk about this another day

With that he left i saw mum there cradling Ava in her arms and Demi had Jesse everyone had been crying there's eyes where red.I hated seeing my family upset .When i stepped foot in that hospital room i felt my world turn upside down there was lily lifeless hooked up to different machines wire scattered all over her she looked so pale her skin was whiter than normal and her lips where a dry purple.

I pulled a chair up to her bed and held her hand there was so much i wanted to say to her but i knew i probably wouldn't be able to .I knew she would never love me the way i love her the truth is when i saw her and demi kiss it broke my heart knowing she could never be mine.

I  cried forgetting who could see me passing by all i wanted is for her to be OK .I must of sat there for hours sobbing my eyes i wished she would wake up i whispered please so many times she just lay there i decided to sing her song (just pretend that Justin hadn't released this song ). When i was crying i would mumble gentle lyrics it was the only way i knew how to get my emotions out.I sang very softly .

Across the ocean, across the sea,

Starting to forget the way you look at me now

Over the mountains, across the sky,

Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes

Through the storm and through the clouds

Bumps on the road and upside down now

I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

All alone, in my room

Waiting for your phone call to come soon

And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,

To be in your arms, holding my heart