We all want a teenage fantasy, want it when we can't have it when we have it we don't seem to want
*Disclaimer🚨🚨 I'm not prefect and I know that there will be mistakes*
"Mona Lisa King" the nurse with long black hair and colorful scrubs on called.
I look over at my mother who had a irriated look on her face.
"Girl you better gone I gotta go to work" I sighed and got up just as the nurse repeated my name.
"Come with me miss King" she gave me a weary look and lead me towards the back. She took my blood presure, weight and, height.
"Once you remove your clothes sit on the table and a doctor will be with you soon miss King." She walked out leaving me all alone. I look around the room and begin to feel a nauseous feeling coming up in my throat. My hands became sweaty and it began getting hard to breathe.
"Hello miss King, how are you today?" I didn't respond I just look at her. I wonder how she would feel if she was begin force to kill the life growing inside of her.
"Its says here your going to be have an abortion today" well obusivly this is an abortion clienk. She had started to irritate me with her calmness and trying to have a casual conversation with me.
"Okay lay back please" she said once she realised I wasn't going to respond. I did as told and she began to suck the unintentional life that began growing outta me.
********************2 days later***********************
"Girl if you don't stop mopping around ima slap the shit outta you. You'll thank me one day that baby would've ruined your life i'm just saving you from what i've been through." I just looked at her and walked out of the house. I hopped in my Honda Accord that I got as a gift from my father and drove to work. I've been working as fazoli's for about a year two years now and I hate it but it's a pay cheeck. Once I clocked in I went to the cash register and began helping ring people up. I was daydreaming all day and just thinking about my life.
When I was 5 my father left my mom and I have'nt seen him since. He sends money every month and sends me alot of expensive gifts but some times I just wish he would be there for me physically. When I was 7 my mom got with the twins dad and I really liked him he treated me like his daughter. one day I went to school and when I came back my mom told me he went to be with the angles and once I got I found out he was shot and killed in a drive by,
When I was 12 my oldest brother Asani was arrest and is during 5 years on drug charges. My oldest sister Olivia died the same year. When I was 15 I was walking home from a friends house, it was really dark outside and I should accepted the ride her mom was going to give me but I didn't and I had to walk all alone. As I was walking pass this alley one of the neighborhood crack heads pulled behind a building and raped me. Now i'm 17 and just trying to survive and make it to graduation so I can get the hell outta here.
*************4 hours later*****************
I parked my car and realised I did'nt see my mom car. I hopped out and jogged up the steps to our apartment door. Once I opened the door I was hit with A thick cloud of smoke. I looked to my little brother Emon cooking.
"Where the hell is ma?" I yelled scarring him.
Montrell
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I was standing on the block smoking a black when I heard someone come up behind me as I turned around I seen my bestfriend for 14 years Ricky.
"Man you still smoking them hoes you ass gone get lung cancer" he said daping my up.
"Man what ever. What's up nigga I thought you wasn't coming today" I stated inhaling smoke into my lungs.
"I wasn't but Des pregant ass triping!"
"SHit nigga what you done did this time?"
"Non Trell she just be listening to her rachet chicken head ass friends talking bout they seen me at that hoe Nikka party with some bitch>"
"Well was you?" I said already knowing the answer
"Hell ya but she don't know that!"
"Apparentlly she do. You a dogg man one day she gone leave yo ass and take yo jitt and you money with her."
"Naw'll she know better but what's up with you and big head."
"I'on know man she ain't been to school for a couple days, ain't answering my calls or text when I go by her crib her ma always answer the door and you know that lady don't like me. I even went to her job and they said she took the week off." I vent all in one breath.
"Ya des said she wasn't answering the phone I just thought she was still mad over that agrument they had."
"Ion know what wrong dogg but dat shit stressing me out!"
Des
"Baby i'm sorry okay you know I just be getting mad insecure I just know how hoes are and I just be feeling like one day you gone realise i'm not good enough to be with you. Baby please come home I miss you!" I cried leaving the 20th voicemail so far. I sat in my bed depressed as fuck worried about my relationship with my boyfried for 4 years and my unborn chids father. Me and Ricky met when I was a freshman in highschool now I'm a senior and he graduated last year.
I began to get bored and irriated that he wasn't answering his phone and started leaving him angry messages. I end up calling my girl Mo.
"Hello" she said in a raspy voice letting me know she was sleep
"Hay girl where have you been I've been so worried about you."
"I'm good girl i've been so worried about you."
"I'm good girl I've just been clearing my mind of some things that's all. what's good doe?"
"Girl come over so we can talk about it. Ricky not here and my pregant ass need some company."
"Alright i'll be over there in a lil bit I just gotta stop and get some gas."
"Okay" we hung up and I began watching TV again waiting for her to get here.
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