Letters from a fangirl

Letter 1- Future Partner

Dear my better half,
I wanted to tell this fact to you before you fell in love with me, because I always wanted someone who would love me the way I am - a fangirl.

Yes, I know this letter can be childish to you but I also believe if you truly understand me you would try to see my perspective through this letter.

"Fangirl"- the word itself drives so many boys away from the girl but I trust you'll not after all you fell in love with me the way I'm . I know you'll come to know about this sooner or later so I thought to write this letter sooner only before we fall into deep fathom of love because to be honest if you have any problem of me being a fangirl of some idol I'll respect your decision but I'll not change. Yes , but that also means I've to walk away from you because your problem would not impose me to change.

Fangirl doesn't mean she dreams of marrying an idol but instead she admires the idol or idols, takes inspiration from them , follows their thoughts, not just mere love them for their looks.

Yes you may also see posters and t-shirts and what not in my room of them , if you compliment those things I would like it but if stay unbothered that also wouldn't harm me, instead I would respect your response ,but if you ask me even if casually to pull the posters down , or change those things you will loose all my respect because that would signify you big bubble of male ego that is at stake .

Yes,one day you may even discover my fanfic written for an idol but it shouldn't bother you I guess .

Yes, I know I can be a bit extra sometimes , in those times if just stop me I would admire.
If I ever talk about my idols with you and you just listen to me with awe then dear I'll fall in love with you again.
I want you to stop me when I'm getting over the limit and I want you to support me even if silently when I'm in limits.
Because dear,at the end of day, it's just that I love you and I admire my idols both are different genres.

Yours better half (a crazy fangirl with whom you fell in love with)