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"get up you little rat!" my dad yells.

shit! i slept through my alarm again... dads gonna be pissed. i get up slowly hoping he doesn't hit me again. 

"what did i tell you about getting up on time!" 

"i'm sorry dad" i say looking down.

"what did i say about the "d" word!" 

"i'm sorry sir"

"that's what i thought."

he walks away and i lean back on my bed, taking a breath because i didn't get hurt this time. i walk into the bathroom, lock the door, and brush my teeth. after that i grab my jewelry box that my mom got me and open it up. when i open it up i see a few razor blades. i sigh. 

"there still here".


sorry this was a really short chapter i'm just starting and i didn't really want to start out the story with self harm. whoops.

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