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Chapter 3

Here's Chapter 3 you guys. Read and Vote and your comments would be very much appreciated. I would love some feedback,good or bad. Enjoy!

Ughh why am I so hot? I snuggled deeper into my pillow. Wait this isn't my pillow. My eyes shot open and I looked around. This was not my room. I flipped over to see why I was so hot. John,the guy from the party, was laying next to me.  Oh no! Not again! My thoughts were still fuzzy so I didn't remember how I got there. A voice told me to get out of there. I grabbed my things and ran out of the small apartment. I called a cab to come and take me home. I really hoped my mom wasn't home.

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I tried to walk through the door as quietly as possible, but my mom was siting right there.

"Peyton,where have you been?" she asked.

She had a bible in her lap and her eyes were bloodshot red. You could see the bags under her eyes. I know I cause her stress but she will live.

"Out"  I answered her question with as litttle information as possible.

"Peyton what can I do to make you act right?  Ever since your father died you have lost your mind. All I do is pray for you! I can't help you if you're not willing to help yourself."

"Mom I don't want to hear that." I argued

"Please!" she begged  "Just come to church with me one Sunday"

"Mom God isn't real! You are praying to nothing. I am not going to that church!" I screamed at her.

I could see the hurt in her eyes as they began to water. I could see a hint of disapointment. I quickley ran to my room to treat my hangover and to sleep away the pain I felt.

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"Read this one daddy!" I told my dad.

"Of course baby girl"

Before he could start reading the book, he started coughing so hard he couldn't breath. He was holding his chest gasping for the sweet relief of air. He fell hard to the ground. 

"Daddy! Wake up"

Blood came pouring out of his mouth and his eyes rolled in the back of his head.

"Daddy!!"

My eyes shot open. My pillow was soaked with my own tears. The memories of my dad came flooding back in my mind,the gunshot wound, the blood, him lying on the side walk holding on to dear life. I miss him so much.  That's why there isn't a God. God wouldn't let a drive by bullet take my father away. Screw God! My phone rang and snapped me out of my thoughts. It was De. De is our neighborhood supplier. If you want any drug, you can get it from De. He was a legend.

"Hey baby girl." his raspy voice said "I got something new for you to try."

I would try any type of drugs De lets me.

"Meet me at the spot." he said and hung up.

Any thing to get out of this house.

I met De at the usual spot. All of his dope smoking friends were there too. I could tell this was going to be fun. As soon as I sat down De handed me a blunt. I had no idea what it was or if it was laced with something dangerous but I enhaled it anyway.  My eye lids got heavy and I felt like I was floating. I took another hit and I started laughing. I don't know why, I think the blunt was finally getting to me and I liked it. Everybody else was feeling the buzz too. A guy who's name I think was Allen (I'm not sure my, my mind was fuzzy) came and sat by me. 

"This is some good stuff." he said.

All I could do was giggle. My brain wasen't capable of making words.

"It's kind of crowded" he said " Lets go the back."

It wasn't crowded in the room but I let him drag me to the back.  There was a small room in the back of the building. It had bare walls and a single matress in the middle of the room. I plopped down on the matress. Allen sat don extremely close to me. I could feel the heat radiating from his body. He pulled me into his lap and started stared into my eyes.

"So beautiful tell me about yourself."

Before I could answer, his plump,warm lips were on mine and then it was happening all over again.