Fresh paper "are love I unreal"

I dont understand....and i dont need too !

Fresh : the classroom is silent you can hear a pin drop... I turn my eyes looking at what Paperjams doing. He's..drawing...I look a little closer and see that it's of ink . It looked beautiful! I've never seen such a drawing! I see Paperjam notice me and turn he's head too stare at me "the fuck you looking at!" I stare into he's eyes for a while before we realize Hal the class is staring at us . It prob looked like we were having a staring contest , I hear him say "ANWSER ME" my heart pounds when I hear him say that "I-I um...I just zoned out!" He turned his head and looked away , he saw his picture and ripped it in half he then curled it up and threw it in the trash can , I gasped because he threw away a lovely picture..
* LOUD ASS RING*
"Have a good day every one !" Ink shouts . I see Paperjam walk over to the trash can and throw a little book away ... Like.. A little notebook .. So I walk over and pick it out of the trash and run out of the class room with all my stuff . I flip open the little book and it's like he's...diary , i begin to read it's all about he's passions and sex positions ... I begin to walk too English me and PJ have 7 classes together and we always for some reason are put next to each other so I open the door and sit down right beside you know who. I see him notice he's book in my hand "where'd you get that!" I shook ... " I've had this thing for ever ! I forget where I got it..." I lied PJ sighed "fuck off nerd " and just like that I got up and began to walk away until I felt a hand punch the back of my head "HA!" I hear PJ yell "oh and hey... Which one would you like .. Head pushed in the toliet or a beating" I cowardly speed walked away . I felt so... Weird ... I took a seat across from him and he kinda just stared at me "get back here that not where you sit nerd~" he chuckled to himself I noticed we had a sub ... Great and he was asleep! I turned back to PJ "at lunch just get ready you fucking nerd!" I whisperd "don't call me that..." Cowardly I new this was 2 period so it's only a couple more minutes in class then it's ... P.E you can call it "physical education" or "physical error" we hear the bell quickly ring and I was out of there I could feel he's eyes still on me and I shook to the feeling . I ran all the way to gym and I ran right into the boys locker room . I quickly changed and got myself ready I felt a hand grab my little waist and pull me in for a hug "HEY FRESH!!" UT papyrus yelled " hey paps" I smiled . He's smiled soon faded when we saw PJ and he's gang . They grabbed are necks and pulled us into the bath room the grabbed my head trying to shove it in the disgusting toilet water "no! Please stop!" They finally succeeded and made my head go under the water for more than 30 long seconds when they let go I could barely breath I opened my eyes to see PJs ... Thing out... I covered my eyes as he told he's friends to take pap and make him not say any thing PJ soon turned back to me with a smile "Knees" I understood but I was just so shocked "no i-" I was cut off by PJ "don't talk back" he's voice was dominant I was getting "a little" wet "PJ I'm not bout to suck on your thing.." PJ then knelt down and slapped me "I love you~" he said I was so confused but he kept on slapping me harder and harder "count" I obeyed "4...5...6...7...8...9...10..11..12" I cried and I felt he's hand stop and I heard he's pants zip back up "fresh...I love you" I stared at him with red cheeks they were from the slapping "but you just slapped me and hurt me HOW COUlD YOU-" I felt he's /lips?\ touch mine and begin to kiss me harder and harder I pushed back but soon I noticed my self letting him do what he pleased "my little freshy~" I stared at him "I'm a virgin.." He just chuckled "hold your horses where not there yet baby~" he chuckled some more before saying "I can tell~" he then pecked my lips and went off to go to gym class while he left me there thinking "what the fuck just happened !?" (Holy crap I can't believe this I have so many words guess... Ill wait ... Okay I have 825!)