No, I do not understand the world.
Yes, I am young, and have many years ahead.
To aspire, and prosper.
But I have had my experiences.
Ones to live for,
others to live past.
I have occupied my mind with distractions.
Healthy, and unhealthy.
Different pills with different colors.
Liquids with strong scents that are bad for my health.
I have feared people.
Ones of close relation, ones of no connection.
I've feared persons to hold my words against me, persons that stand with me.
I am young, and have many years ahead.
Yet, I am numb, and feel dead.
