Honestly relationships suck. Like yeah you have you're good moments but the bad moments have this evil way of making you see every flaw in a person or even yourself.
Now I'm not saying I regret my relationship because I don't bit but when shit got difficult, man that shit was crazy draining.
Like sometimes I would put my all into saving the relationship and my partner only seemed like he was giving less than half effort. It really messes you up to think that the person you love doesn't love you back or atleast doenst feel as intensely as you do.
You can dream of all these amazing things you want to accomplish with your partner; marriage, kids, buying your first house, growing old together and in a matter of time those dreams can be dashed. Leaving you thinking what could've been or what did i do wrong but really all you should be thinking is what can I do for myself?
Personally, ever since my relationship ended all I've been doing is bettering myself and thinking what can I improve on in myself to make me a boss?
As Rupaul would say," if you can't love yourself, how in the hell you gone love somebody else?"
**Ok I know that the punctuation isn't amazing but I was just ranting tsp... Yeah. Deal with it**
~Queenclifford170
