Scintilla - A Novel

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SCINTILLA
You are the tiny spark
You are the only visible trace

My name is Thora and darkness lives inside me.

Darkness.
It feeds the demon inside me.
The demon that possess my entire life.
My mind, my body, my soul, my everything.

The darkness creates the voices.
Voices that haunts the daylight out of me.
Voices that keeps me awake on the dark nights.
Voices that always stay with me.
Voices that makes me insane.

Insane is my sane.
Insanity is my sanity.
Insanity is my sanity.

Yet, I love the voices.
I crave for the voices.
I crave the darkness.
I crave the demon lurking in the darkness.

Why? Because I am crazy.

Why I think I am crazy?

I don't know. I don't kNOW I DON'T KNOW DON'T KNOW DON'T KNOW

My darkness is what defines me. It's the only thing I KNOW.
It keeps my sanity in check.
It keeps me alive.
It fixes me.

It is my scintilla.

MY SCINTILLA MY SCINTILLA MY SCINTILLA

They say it will be gone. They say my mind will be light.
They say my mind will no longer be dark.
They say that the darkness will evade.
They say I can be fixed.

My insanity will go.
My darkness will go.
My demon will go.
My voices will go.
My sanity will go.

Go away from me Go away FROM ME GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY

I don't want it to go. I don't want it to go.
I want the darkness to stay. I want the voices to stay.
I want the demon to posses me.
To haunt me. To make me alive.

Stay stay stay stAY sTAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY

Stay or I will be broken.
I will not be sane.
I will not be alive.
I can't, no I won't breathe.
I won't fix. I will break.

I will die.

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but if I die, your doom is fated,
Nico

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