Don't you hate it when people start to underestimate you..? Like just because i'm 5'2 and don't talk a lot doesn't mean i won't fade you in a heart beat..
like don't take my niceness and quietness as a weakness boo, cuz this lul girl right here is crazier than you think.
i open my eyes hoping that last night was just a dream, yet it obviously wasn't.
i look around coming back to reality as i see the bars around me. "God i fucked up..." i whispered to myself.
Last night my anger got the best of me. This girl was tryna get at my best friend and he wasn't even feelin her, so when he came over to me and asked if we could leave the party we were at, the girl thought we was finna fuck or something, so she came at me sayin that was "her man" or whatever and i looked at her like she was crazy.
i didn't care for all the lies and bs she was throwin at me. she kept wanting to fight but i wasn't tryna fuck her up over some stupid shit.
like for real boo..? you wanna fight me over a boy you just met fifteen minutes ago..?
Tyler and i walked away ignoring her, but she pulled my hair from behind and next thing you know... i was slamming her head into the ground and punching her in the face.
Ty and a couple of niggas tried pullin me off of her but it was no use. it took three boys and four 12's to pull me off of her
thinking over it i should've just knocked her out instead of trying to kill her.
"Fernandez." i look up to see officer Jackson staring right down at me, we've had a couple run ins and we're some what real close to one another.
"your friend is here." she tells me unlocking the holding cell i was in...
"Thank you.." i stand up walking out of the small room and walk with her up to the front.
"please stay out of trouble, you can't afford anymore mishaps with everything going on..." Office Jackson whispers to me as she hands me my belongings...
i nod indicating that i was saying okay, before walking towards the waiting room seeing Tyler outside waiting for me...
"hey." i smile once i see him, he looks at me as if he's annoyed before walking to his parked maroon Camaro. i follow right behind him, seeing that he's not in the mood to talk.
ten minutes... that's how long we've been driving. we've been in complete silence and the radio was playing at a very low volume...
"when is this going to stop..?" i looked at him confused at what he was talking about.
"you've been doing this for two years, almost three and you're getting worse... Adryan you have to stop this nonsense and get your shit together because i don't wanna lose you again. the first four months without you was a living hell because i didn't know if you were okay." i look at Tyler realizing how much i've hurt him... "you have to change please.. do it for me, for Jonah, for yourself -- i don't care just please change." i look down at my hands as they start fiddling with one another. He was right.
we drive for another thirty minutes in silence before we got back to the house. as soon as the Car came to a complete holt and the ignition turns off, we hopped out but i rush to Ty's side before he could head towards the front door.
I hug him really tight and he returns the gesture. "i don't wanna lose you either..."
He kisses my forehead before letting go, as we head towards the front entrance of our small yet nice size two story home.
i run up the stairs into my room. grabbing a pair of black spandex, a grey thrasher T-shirt, socks and a pair of undergarments, before heading across the hall to take a shower...
i strip out of last nights clothes before stepping into the hot water inside of the shower.
i wash the dirt off my body and get the smell of alcohol out of my hair and made sure i was one hundred percent clean.
i love taking showers because no one can bother me. i mean sometimes Tyler would walk in but it'd be for toothpaste or to ask a question.
i rinse the suds off my body along with out of my hair before turning off the water and stepping out the shower.
after drying myself and putting on my 'lazy day' clothes i walk into Ty's room and lay on his stomach as he's checking his phone.
"so one of my niggas has a gig tonight.." He throws out. "okay, and..?" i say not really interested. "and I'm going to show support and you are too so be ready to head out by 9..." i look up at him as if he's lost his mind. "why do i have to go i don't know the kid.?" i ask. "because i said so and yo ass needa learn how to be social with ya words and not ya fist.." I roll my eyes before i face the Tv in his room.
I swear Tyler is bossy at times, but i try so hard not to catch an attitude because i already know how that'll end with him.
i check the time on my phone and see it's only four o'clock so i decided to take a cat nap before i start getting ready for tonight...
As i'm slowly drifting off i felt Ty wrap his arms around me. Him and aren't dating but we sometimes act like we do. I used to have feelings for him for like three straight years but it died down towards the beginning of ninth grade when i dated this boy who practically fucked up my life even more.
It may seem crazy but i still love that boy.. which is depressing because he was controlling, sometimes abusive, threatened me every time shit wasn't going his way and almost everyday we'd fuck, but i didn't mind though because we both needed to release stress somehow and since he was my first, i'm attached to him which makes me pissed off a lil because i haven't hooked up or dated a nigga for 2 years and 3 months... but it's whatever, it's better than having a loose pussy.
As i'm slowly getting out of my short slumber, i look above me to see that Ty is still asleep. he looks so adorable sleeping, so i just kissed his chest and rubbed his stomach before unwrapping myself from his g rip to grab my phone.
the digital clock on the lock screen reads 7:48... what in the hell am i gonna wear..? i think to myself. i look down at Tyler one more time before getting out of bed to head towards my room.
first place i go to is obviously my closet to see what to wear.
i look around scanning my closet and i finally come across a black skin tight romper that's long sleeve with a black floral design, it stops mid thigh, and it's right below mid neck.
i take out my laced high heels and lay the outfit on the bed. i head to my vanity and start doing my makeup - nothing major, i'm just going for a simple look.
once i'm done spending thirty minutes on my masterpiece, i put lotion on my body before getting dressed in the outfit for the gig tonight.
my hair is naturally curly, but i straightened it for a good hour and a half, then used edge control to lay down my edges...
as soon as i walk out my room Tyler is standing at my door, "ready..?" he asks. "yeah, lets go.." i smile as we head downstairs and out of the front door.
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Jahseh appears in the next chapter ❤️ so juss wait a lil bit more my beautiful readers..!!
-X💔
