*Ashley's POV*
"I'm not one to open up much..." She whispers sitting at the grave, her legs crossed and hands in her lap as she looked at the flowers she brought.
"But in the end, no matter what I was going through, you were there for me...and it hurts even more now because i have no one else to turn to when I'm hurt, or scared...or just wanting to end it all..." She mumbles, tears dripping down her cheek.
"But I can't end my life because I promised to live on for you...make this world a safer place for you...and I will love by that promise for the rest of my life so help me...". She kissed the head stone and stood up.
"Thank you...thank you for being an amazing little brother. I miss you....". Another year went on without him. Every year she would visit. She's eighteen now, its been four years since he died and she's still looking for his killer. She doesn't mind that I go with her to visit him, I can kinda relate she did kill my brother but for some strange reason I don't feel sad about him.
"Come on Ashley, lets go." I get up from the ground and start walking towards the car, I really like the car. Its a black 1967 Chevy Impala like the same one Dean has on Supernatural. I love that show but I sometimes don't get enough time to watch it so sometimes it leaves me in suspense. Sometimes when I get dropped off at school by Kana my friends always say that I'm lucky. I really don't see how I'm lucky, I got taken away from my parents, my brother died, I witness a death, felt unbearable pain which I did not like at all. I even get bullied just because I have really pale skin, I used to have this condition where I couldn't be expose to the sun or it would burn like hell. (this happened back when she was younger)
Kana did something to heal me, she said that it would change me and it did. I can no longer feel pain, my skin turned whiter, I can barely feel any emotions.But the worst thing is that it did something bad to us, now I know some people would want this but us...it would mean we would see our friends grow old and die. Kana has been doing research on what happened to us, she made a guess that we stop aging around 19. So apparently we're immortal, sucks for us. But I guess it gives Kana time to search for that Zalgo thing. Loads of time.
"Ashley?" I hum in response. She opened her mouth but then closed it as if she was going to say something.
"Nevermind." She looked away from me and got out of the car. Kana usually visits Travis in the morning before we got to school. I don't mind, it gives me time to finish my book that I've been reading. I've been home schooled most of the time by Kana, but now I get to go to school for the first time in years.
She took me to the office so I can get my schedule for my classes, then she took me to my classes so I know where they would be. And now for my homeroom. I stop in my tracks as we reach the door. Kana put her hand on my shoulder.
"Don't worry Ash, you'll do fine." I regret coming here, ugh I wish I could just go home.
"Look Ashley to tell you the truth, highschool isn't what you think it is. People are gonna talk about you behind your back, stab you in the back, bully you, but you will make the best of friends who will protect you. But even if you don't, you have me." She smiled at me. I sighed and tried to relax myself.
"Okay, I'll do it." She informed me that it was breakfast time at the moment so I could only meet the teacher, they must have very long breakfast. She opens the door and we both walk in. I'm guessing breakfast time is almost over since I see a couple of students walking in also at the other door.
"Ah, Ms. Kane I have been expecting you. The principle told me that we would have a new student." He smiled softly at me but I looked away, its just something that I do when people look at me.
"Yep, this is my sister Ashley Bank." He gave her a confused look. "She was adopted and wanted to keep her last name, very abusive parents." He gave me a worried look but I didn't care. Kana kinda lied but she did get abuse right.
"Well my name is Smith Black but you can just call me Mr. B, everyone does." I nod, I just want to sit down. Him and Kana talk for a bit about me and stuff I didn't really care, then Mr. B told me where I would be sitting. In the back of the room by the window. Yes! I love sitting in the back!
"See ya later Kana."
"You too." Then she left and I went to my seat. I took out my book and started reading for awhile, I heard a couple of whispers about me wondering who I was. Mr. B cleared his throat to get our attention.
"Class, I would like to introduce our new student." He motioned me to stand up which I did, everyone turned to look at me.
"This is Ashley Bank, she'll be joining our class." He explained a few things about me so I sat back down feeling very awkward. I can still feel their gazes on me. I so regret coming here, I want to go home. Well these people are here everyday so I guess they always want to go home. Well at least I don't have to make friends if I don't want to.
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