First

Never before. Never again?

The day after my conversation with Achi I couldn't focus on anything other than the thought of him. Fear and happiness were the only two thing I could feel. Everything else was just a blur.
EUGENIA: Tea! Hey!
TEA: Mmmmm... what?
EUGENIA: Dude you look sick. Are you ok?
TEA: Come on dude! I always look sick! It's called being ugly.
EUGENIA: Whatever...you are the one with the boyfriend though. Just saying.
What!? How does she know! No...Achi couldn't have! They barely talk! Who could have...unless she saw us together! Shit! I told him not to come close to me at school! Damn it!!
TEA: How...who...who told you??!
EUGENIA: You did, just now.
I had no words. What was I suppose to say? It was a trap. It's always been. Dang it! Now she will instist I tell her everything
EUGENIA: DETAILS PLEASE!
TEA: I swear I'll explain everything once I get home. I don't want to be heard.
EUGENIA: Promise?
TEA: Yeah Yeah whatever!
Though it was crusiall, I desited to stop worrying about it. After all she was my best friend. So were Valia and Sophie and Nicole and Danai. They had to know. I should have told them a long time ago. Screw it I am doing so tonight! I swear! But now I have more important things to worry about.

The bell for the big brake finally rang! About time! I quickly packed my things and rushed out the classroom door. I wanted to be on time.
VALIA: HEY TEA! Wait for us!
TEA: I'll meet you guys later at the cantine. I have some work to take care of.
VALIA: Don't be late! I brought sweets and Sophie brought chocolate!
EUGENIA: WHAT ABOUT CHOCOLATE?!
TEA: I promise I'll be there!
Candy? Chocolates? Couldn't they bring them another day? Ughhh! Whatever, focus on Achi now Tea.
It took me a good five minute walk to arrive at the campus gym, specifically behind it. Achi was already there.
TEA: Sorry to keep you waiting.
ACHI: No worries.
TEA: Soo...what's up?
ACHI: There is a friend of mine. We aren't that close, but we were talking the day before yesterday. And you came up in the conversation.
TEA: If you told him about us i'll honestly kill you!
ACHI: I didn't. He did. He told me about...how close you were.
I frose. He spoke to...Taehyung? Why? And how dared that fool bragging like that about me?
TEA: Achi...it was so long ago.
ACHI: I trust you Tea, but that conversation showed me that I should somehow claim you. Tea...I need to have you. And the way is one.
He leaned and kissed me. He was full of love and passion, but it didn't feel right. But he was my boyfriend. I had to belong to him. Only him.
TEA: I love you.
He acted like he didn't listen to me. He pushed me against the wall. I was trapped. And the kiss was only getting more and more deep, aggresive. His body heavy on mine. My back pushed with force against the hard, dirty wall.      Resist? What would the point be? It was just a kiss. It would soon be over.
But Achi started moving to my neck. Biting, licking. His hands slipped from my shoulders down my waist and into my shirt. He ubuttoned my bra. Meanwhile I could feel my neck bruising. Dang it hurt. That was not kissing.
ACHI: Why are you suprised? I told you I wanted to have you!
He was right. I shouldn't resist because he was right and I loved him. I gave in to the pain.
That big brake. One random day of school. Behind the gym. On a dirty, old wall. I lost something important. And gained something that would ruin my life.