I don't know why I exist, a huge truth but it's also true that nobody knows the reason for its existence. But you need to move on in life then you discover why God decided to put you in this world. It hurts me to see my friends with cuts in their arms, at only 13 years of age, at 13 you haven't lived ANYTHING. At 13 you should be a cheerful girl / boy with nothing to worry about. And I'm not saying that I'm the happiest girl in the world, because that would be a lie, I also have moments when I feel broken, alone, and it's true I feel as lonely as hell, and I know you may feel that way too, but it's not and will never be a reason for you to hurt that beautiful body ... that heart so alive.