Love Is A Dangerous Game (Anthony Ramos X Reader)

No...

The girl looked at me for a second. I didn't know to be scared or to be mad. I was still in shock because Anthony promised me he would be alone.

Anthony looked at me with sadness in his eyes before saying,"Y/N... I'm sorry. I tried to convince her to not go but I couldn't. I promise she's not my girl-""You can apologize later, for now get out my face" I said nearly crying.

I thought he loved me. I wanted him to be mine but that girl, no that gremlin wanted to take him from me. No matter how hard she tried I wasn't gonna let this happen. I loved him and he was supposed to love me. Tears wouldn't cease to fall down my face. I wondered how he felt. Was he happy with the monster he created? Was he happy that he threw away his shot with me? I kept on wondering until I got a text.

Y/N's phone

Hey.-itsyaboiAnt

What?ElizaWasBetter

I'm sorry-itsyaboiAnt

Yeah right-ElizaWasBetter

I am, really-itsyaboiAnt

I hope you're Happy-ElizaWasBetter

I'm not-itsyaboiAnt

I'm not but the monster you created sure is-ElizaWasBetter

Kara! Please forgive me. Here let's go to Starbucks tomorrow I'll pay-itsyaboiAnt

Go to hell Anthony.-ElizaWasBetter

I will after what I did to you😭😭-itsyaboiAnt

Back to regular Y/N

I turned on Dead Girl Walking (Reprise) because now I was Veronica. I wonder how it felt, shooting the person you loved right in their heart. I wanted to apologise but I thought, no I knew didn't need to. "Anthony... Anthony. Always such a idiot. I love you but can you learn to think.," As I was about to burst into tears Seventeen started to play. I grabbed a pillow and whispered to myself, "Can't I be seventeen? When days were simpler." I loved Anthony so much but did he love me.

I grabbed my pillow and I began to sob. How could he do this. I walked into his candy store and I paid for it. I paid for it with my heart. I knew the world wasn't wide enough for our love."I guess our love wasn't god.,"I whispered to my self, sobbing. How could I recover. I wouldn't apply virtue to this situation on Ant's side. I turned on my ever famous Hamilton playlist and the first voice I heard was Ant's. I was about to smash my phone when I let it go. I fell into my bed and dreamed of tacos and love.

Anthony's point of view

"Crap ," I heard my sis mumble.

"I ruined her for you. It seemed like you liked her actually.," She told me.

I did but I kept it in. I couldn't bear to see her more pissed off at herself. I decided with all of my heart to text her. "Sis?"

"Yes?," She replied.

"Should I text Y/N?," I asked her with caution.

"Pshh, yeah do whatever. Want help?," She responded.

"I guess.," I answered back. I texted her,"Hey." My sister looked over my shoulder to peer at the text. I wasn't surprised when she answered back a snarky,"What?" I almost wanted to run to her house and let her practically beat me to death.
Now I'm the villain in her history. And her world will never be the same and neither will mine. I ruined what we had, but know I'm standing by her side. I cried for a bit. I couldn't seem to notice that my sister was dying of laughter watching me sob. I continued until I heard her say, "This ladies is Anthony Ramos crying!"

I wanted her to stop but I couldn't stop crying myself.

"H-hey stop that!" I yelled as I began to sob harder.

She had a smirk on her face and then she giggled out,"Fine, I'll stop."

I continued to text Y/N with every word she said making me wanna die.(Everyone when they text me) I loved her and I just ruined her love for me. I resistantly turned on the Hamilton soundtrack along with the Heathers soundtrack. Something which she had recommended to me. The first song I heard was I am Damaged. Great.

I walked to a park nearby Y/N's house and I saw a tree. I saw an engraving that read,"Y/N x Anthony. Best buds 4ever." I noticed someone had recently put hearts next to my name. I looked down and I saw a note. It read," I hope this note finds you in good health. You see that was me who you decided to kiss 😘. Signed Y/N." I chuckled at the note then started to sing quietly,"Look around. Look around, how lucky we are to be alive right now" As I began to walk home I thought about her. Her black style or her beautiful eyes.

As I opened the door to my house I noticed how my life would've been different. I would've never had gotten the idea to sing. She would've never coerced me into auditioning for 21 chump street. I would've probably been in an office job or had been a doctor. I didn't regret a bit of it. As my tears began to fall for the last time. I whispered to myself," Thank you Y/N. For everything."

Author speaking here.

I never thought anyone would read this. Take in mind I'm only a teen. I tried to be as creative as possible. Can you guys and gals find any musical references? If you can feel free to comment about them😊 I'm not uploading tomorrow because I'm having a sleepover.