Its hard. It just suddenly happens. Its starts out as a simple thing to do when your down.. and then in your darkest of times. It becomes your life. Sometimes it helps. Sometimes it makes you more depressed.
No one in real life understands you. They think you are crazy and dumb. They bully you and pick on you. And ruin your life. Pushing you deeper into the rabbit hole called being a fangirl. No one supports you. Your friend are few. Some may understand... but most don't.
No matter how much you and your fandom believe you will meet, fall in love, date, marry and live happily ever after with our crush. We all know deep down its impossible. Maybe not impossible just unlikely.
When your family finally is sick of you and sends you to counselors and therapy. Although you dont change. The pressure just makes you more depressed.
Ok! Cmon. We ALLLL know that every single one of us in our Fandom is depressed. I mean that's why we are here. With each other. Being happy as possible. Because here is the only place we feel normal! I'm not alone with you guys.
The Pals fandom is just amazing. Although being a Fangirl sucks. Its better with all you guys along for the ride.
~Lexi <3
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Another Girl In The Crowd(Life As Fangirls)
RandomShe loved a boy He didnt know But she couldn't Let him go She screamed his name He didn't hear She tried agian Once every year She cried once more As he stood and bowed Becaus...