Family | BTS Namjin

Love?

Jin pov

I cant believe I left my car keys in the car. I cant help but think that something bad is going to happen but that is just my imagination going wiled. Yoongi is fine I'm fine everything is fine... right?

I finally reached the car and got out the keys that I forgot and started to walk back to the mall. I started to think of Yoongi and how cute and adorable he is. I wonder what kind of clothes we should buy, maybe some hats. should we go for the bad kid look. No we should go for a nerdy kid look YES with big glasses that is perfect. OMG so cute. 

I finally reached the front  doors to the mall. Now time to go sopping. I started to had off towards the shop I tolled Yoongi to go to, which is my favorite store to shop at. On the way I went to another shop to get something for Yoongi but I felt my mouther senses tingling. (lol why did I just say that)

So I started to run to the store. When I arrived at the store Yoongi is supposed to be in, I started to go look for Yoongi only to find him on the ground curled up in a ball with three boys kicking him and saying mean stuff to my baby.

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING TO MY SON?" I yelled at the boys. They turned around with scared looks on their faces, why? probable because no one messes with my son. I started to walk towards them, they started to walk back until their backs touched the wall.

"give me your phones." I said with my hand outstretched. they looked at me confused.

"you cant take our phones you fag." the boy in the middle said, that is when I lost it. I got up in their faces and smirked. 

"I'm going to call your mouthers." that's when they all stiffened at the mention of their moms. they all took out their phones and handed them to me. I called their mothers saying they have been harassing my son and betting him up, then they all apologized and sad they would like to takes out to lunch but I declined them. When I was done with that I went to Yoongi who had burses cutes on his face. I could feel the tears in my eyes starting to fall. I went to check on his pulses, he was still birthing but was passed out. 

"baby please be ok I'm sorry mommy left you alone." I said as I call 911 to come save my son. then I called namjoon telling him abought how I forgot my keys and how I had him go by himself, and how I'm so stupid for letting my baby get hurt. all he said was 'he'll be fine' and 'that he loves us' that is all he got in because in kept interrupting him. 

I just sat in the store and hugged Yoongi waiting for the ambulance to come.....

Yoongi pov

I was stuck, it felt like I was drowning in my own blood. What do I do? I cant scream my voice doesn't work. what do I do? It seems like I ask myself that everyday. 

What can I do?

How do I win?

Can I win?

NO I can never win. how can I win?

I woke up from my dream I have every night. The dream where I'm drowning in my own blood to get away for the pain. The pain from my adopted parents. The people who are suppose to love me and care for me. The people who are suppose to give me hugs not hit me till I pass out, then have the dream all over again.

"Yoongi get your a$$ down here." my so-called dad yelled and of occurs I would do as he said. I walked down the stairs of the house that has seen all of my suffering and seen all of the cuts and burses I get from my 'dad.'

"yes?" I asked, scared of being hit like every other time he calls me. He got up and walked up to me and pushed me up on the wall. I was scared of what comes next. Will he cut me are hit me. Why, is the question I want answered.

Why do I have to live like this? 

Why don't I fight back?

Why don't they love me?

Love the thing I have never felt. Never had someone sad 'I love you yoongi' and i have never once in my life said 'I love you mom and dad.'

Why cant I love?

"you little brat did you just hear what I said?" He asked slapping me across the face. I looked at him and he sighed and hit me again.

"your going to be sent back to orphanage because we don't want you anymore you peace of s**t." he said and for the first time in forever I smiled. I'm free. I get to be loved by someone else who will care for me and love me.

"Before you think your going to be loved your not. Your going to live by yourself forever. Then your going to realize you want to come back to us. But we wont take you back because your worthless you understand?" He said and I believed him. 

Why... Why would anyone love me?

I shook my head up and down because no one will ever love me and now I realize that. I could feel a tear fall down my cheek.

I will never be loved.....

"Yoongi baby mommy's so sorry for leaving you. Baby mommy loves you don't forget that, ok?" I could hear my moms voice. The mom that loves me and cares for me. They were wrong I can be loved and they love me. And I love them.

"mom, dad, I love you"

Soooo I'm crying at my own story that is not even good...

Any who was this good? I feel like its good but ya. I have nothing to say. Like I'm lost for words. 

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