For me and Wayo, I didn't have a chance to even say I like him. He gave up on me because of my indecisiveness.
I hurt him. He falls inlove to me when I can't return his feelings. I didn't catch him when he is falling for me. I am not ready. I, we are both guys. I am afraid for other people to see us. To know I have feelings for Wayo. To judge us.
But I can't really blame him if he fell out of love. I gave him hope then crush it the moment he feels it. Sometimes I regret liking him. Sometimes I show my affection to him then turn to be cold towards him when I feel that I said or do things that show me liking him.
Wayo is very special to me. He is my first love.
I AM SORRY WAYO.
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When I am in highschool, even if I didn't know his name then, I always search for him. Looking for every direction just to see his face. His awkward face then, full of pimples and wearing glasses. But that didn't bother me. In opposite that makes me like him more, he is simple but cute. He is not insecure about his appearance.
He is kind. The first time a saw him he is talking to a cat. He said he wants to take it home but can't because their house dogs may kill or eat the cat. But eventualy he carry the cat and go home. Maybe because he didn't have the heart to abandon a cat.
After many days, still I didnt know his name, I always watch him doing mundane stuff but to me he is very cute and he really caught my attention.
One day, when Beam, Kit and I are in the school canteen, I saw him again. Lining in one of the booth. He is buying pink milk. The lady gave his order then the boy left after getting his drinks. I saw him go to the direction of our school playground.
Suddenly Beam poke my side. I gave my attention to him before he gets to tickle me. I am really sensitive there.
"Oi Ai'Pha what are you smilling about?" Beam said. I gave him my pokerface to him
"What?! Im not smilling." Idiot. I have this urge to strangle him then.
"I saw you looking at that boy, then suddenly you move your lips then gave a sweet smile" Beam said. Giving me a raised eyebrow and the idiot smirk.
"You are just imagining it Ai'Beam" Ofcourse I can't really say the reason.
"ah huh. Don't you lie to my face Ai'Pha. I ain't blind friend" He really is pushing my buttons. This idiot why does he need to be so observant.
"Hmmm. . Do you know that boy? He is kinda cute by the way. Just the pimples kinda not suit him"
"Ah eh no. I don't know him. Why, do you?" I ask Beam. I am nervous here you know.
"Not yet. Wanna know who he is??" So he just wants to be nosy huh.
"Why? What for? Stop you idiot. You will just look weird if you ask around just to know his name." I immidiately want this conversation to end. He is making me excited to know that boys name.
"Hehe. Okay okay. Not gonna ask" He keeps on smilling then gave his attention to Ai'kit. They talk about computer games that I didn't play.
3 days after that day in the canteen, we are in the basketball court. After shooting the ball I sat between Ai'Beam and Ai'Kit.
"Ai'Pha that boy" Beam said. "What boy?" I ask him then he is pointing his finger opposite of our bench. I saw the boy that keeps appearing on my mind for the past days.
"I know who he is. " My breath suddenly stops upon hearing those words.
"WHAT IS IT?!" OHMYGOSH. I am now standing infront of Ai'Beam.
"Calm down Ai'pha. What is with you? This is the first time seeing you so enthusiastic. Hahahaha"
"Ai'Pha you have to tell us what is this about. You show us too much emotion just now. I am in shock, friend." Ai'Kit said after laughing his hands on his stomach.
"I. . I . NOTHING. Just tell me" I dont want to answer them now.
"Okay okay. So his name is. . . Is Wayo. Nong wayo. "
"Then?" Why he is not talking. I need to know more about this Nong Wayo.
"He is Wayo Panichayasawat. I year behind us. He is a only son of a wealthy of a wealthy family. Just that. I didnt know more about him" Ai'Beam said then put his hand on my shoulder.
"Wait, Panichayasawat? Isn't that the name of the owner of Panichayasawat Corp? Man fucking rich. They own a very large corporation. Importing expensive cars and many building are in their name" Ai'Kit says with his eyes getting bigger.
Oh my, does that mean aiming for a star, no a moon. We are well off but not that rich compare to them.
I don't know what to do after hearing that. Wayo. . Wayo. . Nong Wayo. How can I be at par to you? I don't even have the courage to go to you and for you to know my existance. I can just see you from afar. Look for you. Care for you. My Wayo.
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----------------- Hi, this is my attempt to write a fanfic for 2moons. Actually it is a PhaxForth story. Kinda want to read fanfic about them but I dont see many 2moons fanfic here in watty. So I just make my own. Hehe.
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