VALIOR | VHOPE

XXI

{ Jung's P.O.V }

I Already knew everything about taehyung and hoseok, I Had someone watching their every move. And honestly, although I wanted my son to marry and have children. That didn't matter as much as his happiness.

I tried to convince my son to forget but he loved taehyung like a crazy person.

" taehyung rejecting me is painful to death. I can't breathe without him, I should've waited for him, it's all my fault " hoseok told me over and over.

I couldn't imagine him more hurt, he was drinking every day to the point of blacking out completely, crying his eyes out until he didn't have anymore Tears .... he didn't accept the idea of living without taehyung. If I knew all of this would happen I shouldn't have suggested the idea of hoseok taking the company.

But To ensure my son is happy and in a healthy relationship, I would do everything. 

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time passes but it's no use.

his wounded heart still didn't heal. Hoseok thought that he wasn't enough or maybe taehyung was too young, hundred of reasons went through his mind. But he couldn't bring himself to believe that taehyung rejected him.

he stood up looking at the mirror, his face swollen from crying, he didn't even stop missing taehyung. He thought about him every day for the past days. every moment didn't pass happily...

Missing taehyung made him do dumb shit and get nasty hobbies.

he walked to his closet and scanned around, a shelf, full of taehyung's designs. he couldn't wear them and couldn't throw them, he couldn't touch them, He bought them for no reason.

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Taehyung sat opposite hoseok during a meeting, Acting like nothing happened. Like it was all just a joke for him from the beginning. whilst one of the designers spoke and spoke about their newest projects. He was only focused on one thing.

Taehyung and only him. 

He looked thinner, hoseok thought that he isn't eating.he looked careless and it broke hoseok's heart more than it already was.

hoseok breathed deeply, he had enough, he didn't and couldn't just watch taehyung act so cold towards him. He stood up abruptly, all eyes and heads were turned towards his sudden move.

he walked towards him. Taehyung shook his head telling hoseok to stop but he was grabbed and pulled out of the meeting room.

Jiwoo smiled awkwardly and told the designers that the meeting ended, while taehyung was dragged away by hoseok.

" What are you doing, let me go! " Taehyung yelled as hoseok ignored every word being said, he entered his office pushing taehyung inside forcefully and locks the door.

" Open this door! " Taehyung Told Hoseok meanwhile trying to calm himself, he walked to the door only to be pulled back roughly.

" Why? " Hoseok questioned still holding into his hand, he wanted answers. and he wanted them said to his face, even if they hurt. 

why taehyung didn't want to be with him... why he suddenly acted like that. But Taehyung pulled his wrist away.

" Why do you have to do all of this? " Hoseok's tear rolled down his face. he was broken to a point of not being able to stand on his feet anymore.

" if you really don't! then say it to my face!! say that you don't love me... Say that you hate me with all your heart. Say it! " He shook his head while his tears flowed like a river.

He hit taehyung's chest several times, for the pain he caused him in just a week, before Leaning and placing his head on it, and the latter not moving a muscle, or pushing hoseok away.

"I will tell you for the last time, Open the door! " taehyung spoke trying his best not to break down. but hoseok against his chest was crying. There is only one last word he wanted to tell taehyung.

" even if you don't feel the same ...... i Love you " Hoseok managed to say again between his chocked up cries , he pulled his head away and walked to his desk, but before he could sit he fell down on his knees, Taehyung forgot himself for a second and stepped towards him, but over a second though took a step back again, and without uttering another word he unlocked the door and left him there alone. 

' I Have my reasons too '