Behind The Mask ~

Secrets ~

 HEY MOI FRIENDS <3 So I'm sorry for not updating for a little I had writers block cri cri :'( But now I have more motivation to write this and I'm excited to where this might go :) Btw I may be updating at least twice a week now because I'm literally brimming over w/ ideas for new fics ^^ Btw a lot of this will be text <3 Enjoy ♡ Dedicted to my best irl friend cartsquiche and she is CartsTehQuiche on Wattpad ♫

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As Dan sat underneath a towering oak tree, a ping sounded from his phone that he had saved up for years to get. He glanced at it quickly, discovering all the text messages he had yet to respond to.

(8) New Text Messages

3 messages from: ★ blair <3 ★  

dan, where are you??!? i've literally got no idea where you are and people are starting to get suspicious that you always miss everything. can you at least answer my calls or txt msges because you know i only have a limited amount of credit and texts so all this has to be in one text! >:/ please reply, i'm worried about you. -blair

dan?????????????????????????????? it's been four hours ;-; i'm literally having a panic attack 

dan this is my last text okay just please say you're okay because it's clear you're not gonna reply back 

1 message from: jakey 

Ayy ma boiii u comin back tomorrow or goin back to uni for another session of torture? 

1 message from: :( 

GET YOUR SKINNY GOOD-FOR-NOTHING ASS BACK HERE YOU SELFISH BITCH YOU MISSED UNIVERSITY YET AGAIN NOW YOU AND BLAIR ARE GONNA GET IT ONCE YOU GET YOUR WORTHLESS SELVES BACK HERE 

2 messages from: Unknown Number 

Hey {｡^◕‿◕^｡} It's Phil, that guy who you defended when I came to see you guys ^_^ Jake gave me your number since he thought it would be a good idea to get to know you >:D You sound like a nice guy •ิ.•

Do you wanna speak on WhatsApp? I find it a lot easier but if you want to chat here that's completely finee (✿◠‿◠)

Dan looked through all of his text messages with a angry glare. He still wished that he and Blair were not subjected to the angst and abuse their dad put them through, but there was nothing he could really do about it though. Whenever he or Blair either tried to tell somebody or escape, he always found a way to prove himself innocent, by destroying evidence, or pinning it all on them. That's why he and Blair were known as troublemakers and pranksters by the police. Suddenly, Dan felt something stir inside of him; a raging anger that he had never felt before. It felt like someone had lit a blazing fire inside of him and was slowly fueling (the ramen) it with petrol as it slowly took over his body. Dan felt like he was going to punch something, so quickly he had to resort to clutching his iPhone so hard that his normally-tanned knuckles turned white. It seemed that everything he had faced in the past week had finally caught up to him. As Dan tried to regain control of his body, he caught a glimpse of the messages Blair had sent him. His eyes widened in shock as he realised the emotional turmoil that she had been going through while he had been trying to escape the troubles of life by doing drugs and trying to get high. Not even bothering to wonder where Blair could be or how she was. Tears started to well up in Dan's eyes as he imagined what she must be thinking of him now. What a horrible person he was, abandoning his sister, the one who cared about him most, doing drugs just to get rid of his feelings, wasting most of his life searching for who's name it was behind the words, and most of all, trying to rid the World of his existence. He probably brought all the abuse on Blair and himself because of what a letdown he was, and a waste of a life that someone who didn't yet exist could of taken.