corrupted lies//phan

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Dan
I laid on my bed,looking through my social media to see if there was anything happening or any new YouTube videos to watch.

It was the weekend so I had the whole weekend to play video games and have fun.

My mother once told me that you should never change for everyone,only yourself.
I always believed my mother,even though she left us three years ago.
I always wonder what happened to her.

Did she go back to University?
Did she go to a different country?
Did she get a new job?
Will she come back?
Does she still care about us?

All of these questions accumulated in my head every single day.

My dad always told me that "she would come back" and "we'll be fine".

Well,we are not okay.
My dad has to work three jobs to allow us to provide food and drink to our family.
My brother,Adrian, struggled to fit in school due to our problems as he can't get people to come over.

I've been trying to help with the money problem but people always fired me due to them thinking about my reputation.

I forgot to say about this.
Many people believe that I have a reputation for ruining people's lives.

Well,they weren't wrong.
It's just that I have a complicated life and some people couldn't keep up with it.
I also lie,a lot.

This affects my reputation at school:getting F's,talking to the lovely ladies all the time...
I did have a few friends at school.

I suddenly heard my phone ring.

Who could that be?

I saw a message from Phil that read,
"Hey Dan,you wanna come to the park with me,PJ and Chris".

Also,if you were wondering,he doesn't know about my reputation.

And I want it to stay that way.