Risked

Kabanata 1

"So this will be our house."at pinakita ang blueprint na hawak hawak niya.

I was happy that we ended up being together, but now?

Tottoo nga siguro that people fall out of love.It's just I was tired of seeing him with girls over and over.

Minsan napapatanong nalang ako.Was I not enough?I loved him open heartedly that forgiving was a habit.

Ano bang magaggawa ko?Mahal ko eh.Mahal na minsan nakakalimutan ko na maging masaya.

I just love him too much.

"Okay"

Tinitigan niya ako mula sa mata.Ayan nanaman ang mga titig nya at bumabalik nanaman ako sa dati.Nagpapakatanga nanaman ako.

"Please,don't be jealous about Fina,she's nothing.Okay babe?"Nothing pero kulang nalang hubarin na nung Fina suot niya at halata namang gusto rin niya ito.

"Okay."

"Hmmm,I love you so damn much babe"

"Let's sleep?"

At pinutol ko na ang tawag.Im just waiting for him to break up with me.I love him that it's just uo to him if we will be over or not.

Mahal naman namin ang isat isa.I just don't understand bakit nghahanap pa siya ng iba na meron naman ako.Na kami naman.

"I'm tired"

"Just break up with him allready"

"I still love him"

"Bigti na girl"

Kinwento ko sa kanya lahat nang nangyari.Nang nakita ko siyang nakikipag lampungan dun sa transferree.

"Hindi ko na kasi keri ang secret relarionship ninyo bes.Bakit di niyo nalang gawing tottoo."and sipped her juice.Nasa cafeteria kasi kami ngayon.

"Eh tottoo namang kami talaga"

"I mean like public declarity bes mga ganern"

"Kailangan pa ba?Eh kontento na ako sa ganito."

She touched my hand and squeezed it."Bes,you don't just need to be contented,You need to be happy.So decide while it's early okay?"

"Okay,mauuna na ako.Bye!"

"Bye"

At nagpaalam na kami sa isat isa.

She was with me all the time I was head over heels with that man.

That man that does secret relationship with me.

That man that plans future with me

That man that broke my heart over and over again.

That man that I loved

"Hi"

A guy came and gave me a letter.

Valentines day kasi namin ngayon.This was my 38'th rose.

Unlucky for me my so called boyfriends was not one of them.He did not gave me either rose or letter would be good.

Ano bang kulang?Pangit ba ako?Bakit ba ayaw niya?

Maybe my friend was right.That all this time I was a fucking hypocrite

A masochist.

A pathetic admirer.

Damn,I really did loved that guy.

When I went to the cafeteria.I saw my boyfriend with fina.

I felt nothing.Like everything was familiar.Namanhid na nga talaga ako,Siguro panahon na nga rin na mag priority na ako sa studies ko.

Studies are important for me lalo nat running for cum laude ako.

I ate my lunch by myself,enjoying the view of my boyfriend with her fling.

I just wanted to graduate already.I am so done with this.I am so done of crying.

Hours passed at natapos na rin lahat ng panghapon naming klase.

"Pinapabigay daw ate"said by the little girl.

Ang cute niya!"Kanino galing?"

I was not expecting this kind of treats.Lalo nat uwian na at tapos na ang bigayan ng letters.

Tumakbo lang ang bata kaya tiningnan ko ang box.

It was full of chocolates!It was all my favorite!Ang galing naman kung secret admirer ko iyon!

May letter rin na may nakasulat na

Guess,your the lucky girl.Enjoy this ;)

-QuinY

I am now so confused kung kanino talaga ito nanggaling.

May pagkasuplada man ako pero naappreciate ko talaga yung mga secret admirers ko.But this one was new.

The chocolates were my fave tsaka tapos na rin ang bigayan ng letter.

After minutes of thinking whose it from ay tinawagan na ako ni justin

Babe

Im sorry di kita masusundo ngayon.I'm with the fam now.

Okay!I'll just call manong or have an uber.

Sent!

Patulo na ng patulo ang luha ko kaya I decided na mag uber nalang.I cant even talk to our driver right now!

Damn,justin!

Pumara ako nang kotse pero dinaanan lang ako.Kaya umiyak ako lalo

I don't even know what to do?Should I call Pauline?Or mom?

Naputol ang pagiisip ko nang bumalik yung pinara kong kotse kanina at tumigil sa harap ko.Sumakay naman agad ako dito.

Quin's P O.V

Okay fuck.

This was the girl?Yeah I get it she's gorgeous but damn I'm not a relationship wrecker!

I was about to leave their school when I saw her crying.

Fuck those tears,it doesn't suit her!I was about to stop when she raised her hand but I tried to just come by.

But when I saw her bend her knees and cried more,it made my heart stopped.And damn,I don't even know why?

I came back to her."Why do I deserve this?"

I was only watching her at the mirror.Yeah she really is pretty,even with those cries she looked so cute dahil ang pula na nang mukha niya.

"I don't need an opinion,I just need a listener okay?So I loved a guy that did not want a label.So fucked up diba?"

"I just loved him too much.Too much that I think it's not right.Now I dont know what to do anymore."

I just stared at her pretty face.I never had a thing for petite and white skinned girls.

"Damn him.He broke me again for the 7th time."

And then she fell.Lucky for her ako ang nakatanggap sa kanya.Pano pa kayat ibang sasakyan pa siya sumakay.

Siguradong pagsasamantalahan siya.With that body and perfect face?No man would turn her down.

"What was wrong?Am I ugly?But I was our Ms.Intrams?Am I stupid?I was running for cum laude.So tell why was I not enough?Ano pa bang kulang?I loved him too!"

And that was my cue.I should steal her.She doesn't deserve those kind of man.