Lost (Karkat x reader)

Karkat? Part 1

Your sitting in your usual spot in the old shed.
It's been a few years since the Gulangs adopted you.
Your drawing Katkat today like you usually do, he's one of you favorite Oc's.
For some reason it's like he speaks to you from the piece of paper that you have.
His eyes show sorrow a sorrow that no one else could have seen a sorrow so deep inside, unlike yours a lot of people can see your sorrow so it's no use for you to hide it, but him he hides it and that hurts you that someone so precious to you can hold that kind of sorrow.
His hair seems to blow in the imaginary wind of the paper, it's a black color but probably in real life since they say there isn't any black hair it would be really dark brown.
It actually might be dark brown in your drawings of him, because if you put the paper directly in the rays of the sun it's a dark brown.
You've always imagined him smelling like cherries you don't know why but you just have, maybe it's because you have a strong love of cherries.
He doesn't have a scowl like the one you usually give him, this time you give him a very light smile, which makes you blush and giggle a little bit.
You don't know why but he looks so handsome on paper, sometimes you wish he was real.
You blush at the idea, it's not possible and you know it.
He has a personality of being quite a mad and nasty person but you don't like to think that, you imagine him as a pretty nice person who likes to scream everything they say so it's even more important.
You also know he has a strong desire to protect those around him that he loves.
Now you blush harder, you can't stand your mind sometimes.
Your getting tired so you put away your drawing supplies for the night and cuddle with your cat KunKun on the carpet, it's very soft and in a matter of minutes your asleep. But your cat thinks differently he leaves you to sleep and instead goes to the only window in the shed to look out of, he senses someone outside and it's not one of the Gulangs.....