I hate it when I don't get a text, a call,an I love you. It's hurts every time I try to reach out and you ignore me. To the people put there I May seem like a little stupid girl but then I don't really care. You never ask how am I Doing but I always do, simply because I am afraid to lose you to death I wanna spend time with you but you couldn't care less about me. The memory of me seems to erase more and more and more in your mind in your heart in your life I hate every moment of this. You act like you don't care or probably you don't care but yet again to the you're "Dad". The loving caring father that You are actually not. It's been like what now years ever since you stoped caring mom was always there but she wasn't enough, I am also a child who needs the support of a father. I grew up and I was told that you won't be any part of my life you have your own family well I think I accepted it really I think so. So I thought, so It turned into loving other people to make the pain go away "of not having a father" well its pain most people are fond of well not so many but most.
Imgane how my life in the future. You seeing me happy,happier then ever
