Alone

Chapter 3

February 4, 2008, Electras sister was born. She loved her baby sister, but she didn't know what came with her. Electras mother and stepfather agreed to name her Alycia. They took alycia home after 2 weeks.

Ten years later,

Electra is now fourteen years old. She wants to die. She feels like if she just goes away forever then all the pain will go away, but she knows that it won't go away, her pain will pass onto another person. Electra doesn't want who ever the pain will inflict on to hurt like she did. Electra meets this guy. They exchange their numbers and talk for a couple of weeks. They would talk from dawn to dusk 😏. There was not a hour during the day they never talked to each other. Electra knew that he was playing his games, so she would say, "I'll let u go play ur games😊" but he would always say that she didnt have to leave and that he loved talking to her.
One sunny day, they got on the topic about romance.. Electra asked him would he ever date her, he said, " maybe idk." Then he asked her why and asked if she liked him. Electra didnt want to confess at the time because she didnt know if he truly felt the same way.
The next day, they talk about yesterday and what happened. Electra gets the guts to ask him out. She waited awhile for his response.. he finally agreed. She thought that she was gonna pass out from excitement. Electra was so very happy.
The next day, they got to talking about their future together. After about ten minutes into their conversation, he tells Electra that he loves her😔

Couple months later,

Electra and her ex are on and off in a relationship. They dated twice...then out of the blue he claims that he didnt really know what he felt during the two times they dated. He was wondering if she would go out with him again. Electra tells him that she couldn't go through hell again, she felt that if she got heartbroken for the third time that she will actually be gone......forever...
She talks about the situation with him over in her head and remembers the saying "third times a charm" but when she finally agreed to go back with him, he declines... He told her that he didnt want to hurt her again, both mentally and "physically". He never had even hit her physically, so she was confused as to why he said physically..

Fast forward to now,

Electra is sitting at her house staring at a white wall, thinking and daydreaming about what could have been if she just said yes. Tears are streaming down her face, and her heart is crying, too. She sees cute guys in public, but she doesn't want them. Electra only wants him, but knows that she can't have him..
She is on the edge of a fifty story building in her head getting ready to jump... Will she jump or will someone save her..?