Memories (panic! at the disco)

You'll Be The Death Of Me

Katt's P.O.V

"You coming to my show tonight?" Madison ask as I slip my black skirt over my white panites and tucking my yellow T-shirt into the skirt. 

"Of course I'll try babe. Can't promise anything" I smile slightly turning around seeing a half naked Madison on her knees on the bed. Her green hair sticking everywhere from sex. 

"You never come. Like never. All the guys girlfriends come but I'm all alone texting mine."

I swiftly pin her the bed again leaning over her. "We're not dating baby, you know that." She lets out a long deep sigh. 

"When are you gonna break up with Spencer? I need you everyday not just when you can get away from him." her arms fold around my neck pulling me closer to her. 

"I dont know. Just.." so I dont have to finish my sentence of my great master plan to break it off with my fiance which I dont even know if I will do I press my lips onto her perfect pink lips. 

Really I'm not lying to Spenc. He knows I'm friends with Madi and he knows we hang out alot. He knows my history in college with her. So I'm not really lying. I'm just...making alittle more fun with her then I should be having. But it's not like I'm pushing Spencer out completely. I fuck him still. Actually I do alot, last week I had a pregnancy scare. Really I wouldn't mind being pregnant with Spencer kid, I love Spencer and he loves me, it would give me a reason not to see Madi which I've been trying to find away to stop seeing her but she pulls me in deeper and deeper. 

"Your gonna be the death of me Kattarina." Madi says smirking and then pushing me off her in a playful way. 

"I'll see if me and Spencer can make it okay?"

"Spencer and I hun." she smirks again putting on her green panties at match her hair. 

I flip her off and lace up my black knee high converce. "You have plans today?" I ask brushing my hair with the brush I leave her and then reaplying a lip gloss since it got taken off from that 2 hour's of amazing powerful sex. Truly amazing.

'No. Cole fired me." she says slipping on her purple sun dress that hugs her chest perfectly. 

"Wait? Like Cole your brother?" she nods and fixes her hair slightly. But she doesnt brush it since your not suppose to brush wavey/curly hair. 

"He was my boss at the resturant we were working at together and then I've been really late being I get "Flat tires" and now I'm fired" 

Flat tires is are code for I was fucking my ex girlfriend who I should hate but i dont and I actually enjoy spending time with her.

"Well it's me and Spen-"

"Spencer and I" 

"Whatever, it's are 1 year soon and I wanna look good so your gonna help me."

"Rather not sorry" I can see Madison's face go from happy to sad in about 5 seconds flat. 

"But...please" I beg her hugging her tightly hanging all over her. 

"I don't wanna help the girl I love look good for a guy she's gonna marry and fuck so I'm sorry if I'm bitchy."

"Madison...I knew this would happen..whatever...you can't love me...we agreed when we started this...just friends."

"Friends don't fuck!" she screams at the top of her lungs. I swear asia heard.

I can't help if she fell in love with me. My dream was to marry Spencer and to have two kids; Nate and Megan. This has been my dream since Panic! At The Disco became a thing. I'm not letting some ex who I'm not even sure if I loved or ever loved get in my way of that. My fan dream is coming true.