So, I've dated this girl for about a year. Things were going good for the first 8 months, but after that, things were going downhill fast. My family kept fighting with me right in the middle and it was killing me. I started getting depressed and for something stupid:I put a gun to my head. I was about to send my last txt to my gf, but I thought about what would happen if I go. If she followed in my footsteps, I would've never forgive myself. So I put the gun down and put it back where is supposed to be. She was pissed at what I did. Then she wasn't happy from that point on. One day before the one year anniversary, we got into a fight. She didn't talk for a couple of hours. Then I finally texted her, asking if this is it. She said it was, she wasn't happy with me, so she left. I cried that night. I wanted to kill myself, but I fought the feeling. MMU cousins and friends were there to help me, and I want to thank them.
