Fate(Nicholas Hoult)

Chapter 12

I sat staring blankly at the white wall no emotion, no love... why? we were dating for what a week, and he has already cheated on me. why is it always me that gets the fucking player. i should have known some famouse dickhead would never love me. not even normal guys can love me or even stand being around me.

I heard a knock at the door but i didnt dare move. what if its HIM? but it could be bree.... no dont answer it! I was too busy contemplating whether I should open the door to realise that it was already open and that bree was sat beside me.

The cushions sunk in as she scooted closer to me wrapping her long slim arms around me and kissin my temple.

"Come on hun you need a shower and you need to eat! you have been sat on this damn couch for days. I understand that you fell hard for that idiot in a week but you need to move on! He definately has." she lectured me dragging me out of the sofa seat that I made home of for the past couple of days.

I slowly walked behind her as she dragged me up the stairs and into my room letting me go to grab some clothes for me. she handed me them and pushed me to the bathroom placing a pad on top knowin I sill had my period which doesnt help the situation and my emotional state.

I sighed locking the door and switching on the fan. I placed my clothes down and made my way to the shower turning on the forcet.

I stripped off pulling my hair out and getting into the steamy shower. I slid down the black tiled wall of the shower sitting so the water was pelting on my head. I looked at the small warm droplets of water slid down my bare legs my own tears mixing with the shower water.

I know I barely even dated him and most people would just move on but I really thought i meant a lot to him. I thought he loved me! He made me fall for him and then he broke my heart smashing it into millions of tiny pieces.

I carefully got up washing myself and hopping out and drying my self with my soft towel. I quickly got changed sighing at my reflection.

"How could a guy you have known for a bloody week or so do this to you A?" I spoke to my reflection poking at the dark circles under my eyes.

I didnt bother with make up, besides who was there to impress? I just threw my hair up in a bun and grumpily dragged myself downstairs to Bree was sat with someone on the sofa. I could only see the back of their black hair but I had a feeling it was Nick.

I immediatly changed my posture and pulled a brave face getting ready to start a screaming match. i made my way to the front of the sofa never breaking my glare.

"What the hell is he doing here?" I asked Bree my glare still held on Nick. I swear i am ready to slap a bitch.

"Just let him explain! if i can understand and forgive him so can you hun!" she tried to calm me. to be honest it made me feel worse.

"You let him into my house when you knew I wanted nothing to do with him." I spat trying to hold back from yelling.

"I am here you know." Nick spoke ul waving a hand in a semi circle motion attempting to break my glare and the arguement.

"Shut it pretty boy your next!" I fired at him my glare finally breaking from him to look at Bree.

"Why the FUCK would you let that douche bag back in here especially after telling me that he had moved on and that I needed to!" I spat my anger rising higher and higher.

"You told her what?" Nick asked Bree referring to what i had just said.

"I thought i told you to shut it!" I growled my stare flicking to him.

"Look Amanda I know your hurt but you have no reason to be! I swear me and Teresa are just FRIENDS." He made the word friends louder to make it stick or some shit like that.

"Prove it!" I spat still on the edge.

"Ok is the fact that she has a fiance and a kid prove it enough?" He asked looking straight in my eyes begging me to forgive him.

I cant believe I thought he cheated I feel horrible! But should i really just forgive him? he did nothing wrong... but still! Bitch forgive him! my heart and my brain were arguing but before i knew it i felt Nicks lips crash onto mine.

I didn't move my lips for a second before I melted into him our lips moving in sync. I didn't realise how much i had missed his warm lips on mine the past few days.

How could i not forgive him? everybody deserves a second chance even if they never actually ruined the first one....

We finally broke apart forheads touching.

"Ok I think I liked it better when A hated you!" Bree spoke up making us divert our attention to her.

We both laughed Nick sliding and arm around my waist as we made our way back down to the couch. There was a loud knock at the door making me sigh standing up again. who could it be this time?

I lazily made my way to the door slowly opening it. my eyes widened and a huge smile spread across my face.

"SPENCER!" I screeched wrapping my arms around my brothers neck.

"Hey shorty!" he laughed squeezing me back.

"I am not that short you are just tall!" i huffed playfully frowning at him once he had released me.

I dragged him inside remembering Nick was in there....Holy fucking banana shit. He is gunna cut a bitch!

Lets see how this turns out...

Told you up would update more often!! what do you think spencers reaction to Nick will be? Dont forget to comment and vote! but only if you want to because its your option! love you xx ZEBRA_NINJA