Closer Than We Thought (septiplier)

Another Side

Jack's POV

I woke up and looked at my phone.

Mark: Hey.
Me: Hey bitch.
Mark: Lol, you ass.
Me: Ikr.
Mark: But I love you.
Me: Love you too.
Mark: Gtg again. Wish we could talk longer.
Me: I wish that too. We should plan that.
Mark: Agreed.
Me: Yeah.

I was blushing. We said that we loved each other. Does he crush on me? No, why would he crush on the weak little bitch like me? I looked at the scars on my wrist. In my videos, I hid my depression and my scars with my long sleeve sweaters. All I did was fake smiles and laughs. I just needed someone who was here for me like I'm here for them. But, I'll continue to hide my feelings as if they're not there. I got up and got ready for the day. After breakfast, I recorded some videos for a few hours. I was too lazy to go on a walk. My energy had drained. Then my phone went off. Wonder who texted me?

Mark: Hey.
Me: Hi.
Mark: I just saw one of your new videos. I know it's a fake smile and laugh. What's wrong?
Me: Nothing you need to know, yet.
Mark: Alright. Just know, I'll always be here for you no matter what.
Me: Same to you.
Mark: Gtg. Text as soon as I can.
Me: Alright.

I began to cry. There were a lot of days where I just wanted to end it. This was one of those days. I just can't handle this pain anymore. After a while, I fell asleep on the couch.