Something Great (H.S. Au)

4. Papa Bear

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Nothing can prepare you for a tragedy, but remember it's not about preperation it's how mentally strong you can be during and after them.
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It's my turn to go into the room my mom just walked out crying and screaming.

I walk in and I already start getting blurry vision from all my tears. I walk over to his bed and sit beside him on a white plastic chair. I put my small hands in his big cold hands that where once warm.

"I'm going to really miss you dad. I just want you to know that I love you forever have forever will and don't you forget that. You where one of the only things getting me through life now that you aren't going to be here anymore I don't know what I'm going to do. I love you so much it really hurts. Thank you for being there to hold me through the night after I had nightmares or when i felt sick. You really where the best dad thank you for everything you taught me I will never forget the times we had. I hope where ever you're going I will be there when it's time and I hope you're in no pain. I never got to tell you this but you are my rock I love everything about you even the bad things. I love you so much now is my final goodbye until we meet again in another place another time. Over and out papa bear."

That takes me back to some good old memories of me and my dad when I was little that was my nickname for him, because we would talk through walkie talkies my nickname was baby bear. Thinking about that makes me smile and cry even harder at the same time.

I squeeze his hand and kiss it before I walk out. I sink down to the ground and put my head in my hands and between my legs with my back against the wall. A couple of minutes later I hear someone enter the room but I don't bother to look up. A couple of seconds later I hear the flatline of the heart monitor and after that I just can't take it. I stand up not looking back and head straight outside I don't even bother getting my car.

I'm walking down the side walk of a busy road and then I get an idea and I don't even think twice about it.
I start walking into the road I see two bright headlight heading my way and I close my eyes and smile accepting my fate.

I hear the tires screech but I know it's not good enough to stop the car befor it hits me.

Just when I thought it was all over I hear footsteps and something hard wreck right into me pushing me hard to the grass before the side walk.

"Are you crazy?"

I hear that right befor I black out.

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My head is pounding what happened last night?

I sit up in my bed only to realize it is not my bed. Oh my gosh where am I. I look around and see that I'm in a man's room with all the blue and men's clothes everywhere.

Someone walks in through the the door and I freeze. I know him from where though.

"Good morning or should I say afternoon"

"No you should tell me where the fuck I am"

He looks at me shocked and that's when I realize who it is, it's the new kid from school. What's his name? Oh yeah Harry.

"You're in my house on my bed."

"Okay, but why am I here?"