When I Couldn't get to see or talk too her

Part 1

So,  one random day me and my girlfriend was arguing like any normal relationship would. And like imma male so when my girl say she's leaving.  I think other things in my head.  For one Im living in home with my sister and her boyfriend.  Everyday all I hear is, "you talking to this and that person" and everything else.  But before when I moved in with my sister and them.  I have never accused my girl of doing anything because deep down I know she wouldn't do that too me. So now that I'm in this fucked up environment now we arguing more. 

And imma be real I don't like, arguing, fighting,  none of that because if you truly love someone stick with that person don't run them away. But deep down inside I love my Girlfriend/Wife too death.  There's nothing in this world I would not do for her. 

Right now it's hard for me to do anything right now.  Before me and her got together I was selling drugs and robbing people. But after I went down and got put and handcuffs.  After I got out I changed my way.  But now I feel like I'm heading back to that road again.

But I have GOD on my side 100% can't nobody change the way I feel about my girl. 

And that's what I feel like everybody's doing. 

It's like our relationship is falling apart,  but I'm not going too let it.

Because at the end of the day,  she's my responsibility,  and her moms responsibility.  If anyone has any say so about that then go to her mom with it because,  me personally is not going for that bullshit at all.

But like I said I love this girl and till this day im tryna make things work.

It's hard when you cant see or talk too yo girl.

And I'm only 17 years old it's hard when you can't see yo first love because of a argument.  But I think imma sit down with her and her mom and talk about this because at the end of the day she has my heart all the way.

And baby if you reading this Story I'm sorry for hurting you Im really am. 😭😭😭