Zarman ( A:N this girl has actually been in a fire and has burns on her arm and legs and she is just sooooo fine ❤️she said that she was really insecure at a point but man we all have our scars physically and mentally but you can't let them define you and haunt you forever . )
Zarman's pov
"yeah keisha ? thats my forever girl I remember when we were laying down and She was doing my make up and we had a whole ass movie night she had me looking like a pretty ass dyke .. Zarman she ight but she's not her I just been leading her on and shit its been 3 years she claim me as her fl but kei really has my heart to be honest she's for show and she's a stud like what the fuck I look like falling for her " she began to bust out laughing As I stood by our room door in utter shock I walked in the door and she stared at me " hey baby? Why are you cryi- " I slapped the shit out of her making her head snap back " what the fuc- " I punched her in her face hard as shit And dragged her off the bed stomping her head in" Yo stop " I heard her friend shout but I grabbed the knife sitting on the counter next to me " no no no baby zar it's a joke baby please please zari please im pra- " I stabbed her right in the chest looking her in the eyes " what the fuck did you do" her friend yelled panicking realization hit me I just killed the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with ... I grabbed my keys and my wallet and I ran out of the house getting in the car drive off fast as fuck . My engine light then began to blink and my car start smoking .. It started ringing loudly and boom.. The car blew up with me in it .. karma came back to quick and even worse because it kept me alive with scars .. scars that I have to look at for the rest of my life and be reminded of that day over and over again . I have to be hurt over and over again . Reliving that moment const- " ms. sanchez hello I asked a question " what ? i looked up and the whole class began to laugh " Zarman if you're not gonna pay attention in class then you're gonna have to leave " I sat up " nah I'm good I'm focu- " the bell began to ring and I jumped up and walked out of class " whats wrong with her legs ? Look at her arm.. she actually really cute girl shut the fuck up " I heard a group of girls talking to me as I walked past them I just shook my head and kept my head down " heyyyy Z " I heard simonea say " have you seen the 2 new girls ?" She asked I shook my head we are in college on a big ass campus how does she notice new people she sighed a little " look they're right there " I looked up and stood there in disbelief she made eye contact with me and began walking toward me I quickly turned around and began running " waittt Zari wait " simonea shouted I ran into the bathroom and splashed water in my face .. I am going completely fucking nuts .. I looked up in the mirror and there she was .. " Miss me baby ? " she said coming closer to me " I thought I killed you" I started to tremble and she wrapped her arms around my waste " oh you did " her hands began to light up blue and I looked confused " ms. Sanchez hello I asked you a question " what the fuck " if you're not gonna pay attention in class then you're gonna have to leave " what the hell is going o- my body sat straight " nah im good im focu- " the bell began to ring and I sat up slowly walking out of class " whats wrong with her legs ? Look at her arm.. she actually really cute girl shut the fuck up " I heard a group of girls talking to me as I walked past them What the fuck? My head shook and tilted down " heyyyy Z " I heard simonea say " have you seen the 2 new girls ?" She asked I shook my head whats wrong with me she sighed a little " look they're right there " I looked up and stood there in disbelief she made eye contact with me and began walking toward me I quickly turned around and began running with no control of my feet " waittt Zari wait " simonea shouted I ran into the bathroom and splashed water on my face .. I am going completely fucking nuts .. I looked up in the mirror and there she was again " you like my little trick ?" She said running her hands through my hair. I ran out the bathroom and everybody stopped moving and she was right in front of me " Armonilla what the fuck this isn't real " I began to pinch myself over and over " wake up zari wake up zari wake up " I felt the tears slide down my face and she grabbed me slamming me into the wall " Zarman calm down baby we need to talk" she smiled and disappeared and everyone started moving again going back to everything and I stood in the middle of the hallway looking like a scared ass puppy like what the fuck . I grabbed my bag and walked to my car " breathe zari breathe its okay this is not real" I said to myself gripping the starring wheel " it is real tho you see me right " moni said licking her lips " drive home ..... to our home now " I sat there silently what is the burn on my pussy shaped like ? " She rolled her eyes " a heart duh I have it too we got drunk one night and .. I'm not gonna get into that crazy shit come on " " what have I always wanted to do " she looked up at me like I was dumb " you wanted to be a physical therapist or journalist.. and I see you doing that now " she smiled big and then straight faced me " now go " I started the car and drove off .. to the house I killed her in I still owned it but I never went back after that .. I couldn't I parked outside of it and in about 5 seconds I was in there " what the fuck moni my heart " she lifted up her shirt revealing the stab womb " yeah mine to any way how can I put this in the easiest way possible ? You killed me for no reason" I looked at her and rolled my eyes " ofc you would say that you swear the shit you do is never wrong witcho dead ass " she started laughing " Zarman im serious you killed me over a prank.. man I had all the cameras set up and I knew you was at the fucking door you killed me for no reason zari .. do you know I was gonna marry you I wanted to spend my life with you " I stood there stuck my jaw dropped completely " why can I see you why can everyone see you then moni " her face shifted a little " cuz I'm some what alive but I just need to do something so I can fully be alive and you're gonna help me with that tonight so just come back here later because you are my only hope " she said looking in my eyes she smirked a little then disappeared.
Moni ^