Ashamed

Chapter One

"Go away please."

"Emrie you are going to be late for school." Said my mother.

"Why can't I just be homeschooled??" I groaned.

"It's too late for that, you're already registered at this school. So get up now or your grounded." She said slamming my door.

I groaned and got up. I grabbed a cute maroon skirt with white dots on it, a white long sleeve crop top, and a cute necklace. I walked to my bathroom and got dressed, then turned on my curling wad. I brushed my teeth, then started doing my make up.

I decided to go with a natural look today so for my eye shadows I just used nudes. I put some lashes on and put a clear gloss on my lips.

When I finished with my make up, I put a few large curls in my hair and separated them to make more large curls.

When I finished getting ready I picked a few things up in my room and threw my dirty clothes in the hamper. I slipped my feet into cute brown heels and grabbed my back pack. I made sure I turned off my curling wad before heading down the many stairs of my huge new house.

I don't like big houses but I don't get a say in these kinds of things. I walked towards the kitchen where piles of boxes still sat. My mom hasn't unpacked anything in this house, she's been too busy with work.

"Hunny can you please start unpacking tonight after school?"

"I guess, if I don't have a shit ton of homework" I said laughing.

"Okay okay enough with the cussing" she said while laughing.

My mom and I can act like sisters sometimes. She's the only one I have since my dad abandoned us and took my twin brother and my younger sister. Me and my brother are 16 and my sister is 13. I haven't seen my brother in 3 years, which sucks a lot. But we still manage to stay in contact and face time.

Anyways, I walked over to the fridge and grabbed a small bottle orange juice and then grabbed a banana, some strawberries, and slices of a pineapple. I grabbed my blender and put the the fruit in it, and the juice. I put ice in it, then I put the cover on it.

I let that blend till everything was chopped up into a smoothly. I put the smooth in a Starbucks refillable cup and grabbed a granola bar. I kissed my mothers cheek and walked towards the door. Since I don't have my car here yet, I have to take the damn bus.

I stood outside waiting for the bus to come, when I saw a familiar blue car. It was mine! I got so happy and texted my mom that my car had arrived so I was just gonna take that instead of the bus. My step dad got out of my car with a smile and tossed me the keys.

"Have a good day at school kiddo" he said before walking inside.

He can be a dick sometimes but he makes my mom happy so I have to be grateful. I got into my car and plugged my phone into the aux cord and started playing High Hopes by panic at the disco.

I lived about 20 minutes away from the school my mom registered me at so it wouldn't be that long of a drive.

As I was driving/jamming out, some douchebag pulled out in front of me, making me slam on my breaks causing me to spill my smoothy over my passenger seat.

"Son of a bitch, are you fucking serious!?" I screamed and honked my horn like crazy.

I groaned and threw some napkins on it. I soon arrived to school and parked towards the front. I quickly cleaned up the smoothy and got out of the car. I locked it and looked for a garbage to throw the sticky napkins away. I didn't find any outside so I walked inside and was greeted by a high pitched voice.

"Hi! You must be new! My name is Candice!" A short girl with cherry colored hair said. She was pretty.

"Hey, my name is Emrie."

"Where are you from Emrie?"

"I moved here from Orlando, Florida"

"Woah that's far away. What brings you to Wisconsin?" She said.

"I don't know, my mom found a place outside of town she loves, so we moved" I said.

"Oh cool! Do you need some help there?" She said laughing seeing the soaked napkins in my hands.

"Where's a nearby garbage?"

She pointed towards a bathroom so I walked over there and threw them away. Walking into the bathroom, with Candice not far behind me, I washed my hands and fixed my hair.

"You look super familiar" she said to me. I was afraid of this..

"I um model sometimes with famous people, but please don't say anything to anyone. I don't wanna be treated differently." I said panicking.

"Don't worry, I wouldn't want people to treat me differently either. I won't say a word to anyone" she said smiling.

"Thank you so much" I said with a smile.

The first bell rang, which made us shuffle out of the bathroom and towards the gym. We had a huge assembly to go to since it's the first day of school.

Candice pulled me towards a group of girls surrounded by football players. I sat at the bottom of the bleachers and didn't say anything to anyone.

"Emrie!" I snapped out of my gaze and looked towards the direction I heard my name. It was Candice.

"Yeah?"

"I've been saying your name for 2 minutes now. This is Tara, Courtney, Kylie, Kya, and Normani. And those losers are Terence, Jacob, Gabe, Tom, Sean, Cameron, and Jasper.

I waved at them and continued to stare off into space.

"Welcome back everyone! Today we are joined by a new student! Emrie Boughman, can you please come up here?"

Oh boy...