Mental illnesses

fuck everyone~ not sexually- a story by me

yes hi hello and welcome back if you're still reading after months of painstakingly longing for a new chapter, well it didn't happen 

BUT I'm back (unfortunately) for another portion of this "blog" saying how much I fucking loathe people in humanity.

FIRSTLY, there will be lessons learnt from things said by other people that will affect the "victims"

okay so this first story is about my little sister but for now lets call her Kat, so Kat is 13 years old and her twin brother Ass (in this story that's what he is thus he shall be called Ass) is also 13 years old. 

Anyway, Kat is dating a boy (obviously) and they've been dating for about 2 and a half years (amazing I know) and I'm happy for her because she's happy (I think) and me and her boyfriend know each other, although I'm happy for her I've always had a weird suspicion about him I've never really liked him if I'm fully honest, this is like a 6th sense I have, I get strange feelings whenever I see people who a potentially toxic to my friends or family. ANYWHO, I rode my bike to school today and it was okay, at the end of the day I was unlocking my bike and shit ya know, clearly, I ran into my sister and we talked you know those quick conversations you have with your siblings when you haven't seen each other all day the typical 

"hey, how's your day been, you got a key for the house what're your plans for tonight"

yeah.

She told me that she was coming straight home and chilling in the garden and I was like cool okay,yeah see you at home, she walked off and then her boyfriend and "best" friend sort of sounded like they were ganging up on her "um no, you're coming to youth group with us, you're not going home" even though she didn't want to and it'd reached up to 30 degrees and you didn't want to be running around, you know. So Kat is a LOT like me, never like saying no to people or can't fight back, so she just went along with it like some sort of fucking joke. I couldn't really do anything to help because I was too far gone but I went on with my life she went on with hers, when I got home (around 9pm) I went out for a walk to a field to chill but when I left she seemed sort of bummed out, I didn't think anything of it, I thought she was just tired you know? and I got back at 11pm to find her in bed, Ass wasn't. He came downstairs and started telling me a story of what Kat's boyfriend said when he was around, I shit you not this was the conversation we had, fuming was an understatement;

Ass: hey can I tell you a really funny story from school?

Me: yeah I guess what's it about? 

Him: Kat and ____ (boyfriend, don't want to give him a nickname, only hatred)

Me: Go on then

Him: *blah blah blah classes blah blah blah lunch whatever* and me and ____ were walking up the stairs and Kat was running up so she wasn't late for class..

Me: okay and?

Him: *starts laughing* well he *laughs and calms down a bit* he turned to me and said "she looks like a whale trying to run up the stairs-...

woah, hold it right there buddy rewind and tell me that again 

Me: Did you stick up for her?

Him: No? why would I stick up for a whale like her?

I was going to shove my fist in between the gap in his ball sack x100 as hard so he wouldn't be able to reproduce.

I'm struggling to write this now because I'm still fuming. 

Her only brother and her first boyfriend

HER. ONLY. BROTHER. AND. HER. FIRST. BOYFRIEND

This is the first time I'd seen her properly happy and comfortable with someone other than family.

And let me tell you this, my brother had never EVER in his life been bullied, whereas me and Kat have gotten it most of our lives and Kat isn't exactly the smallest at the moment but you know girls gain weight and grow in height during puberty and shit but a whale? seriously?

This is what breaks me.

If they carry on.

She'll end up like me.

Kat is honestly flawless to me despite a couple flaws, she has these beautiful sapphire blue eyes, with gorgeously long eyelashes, perfect tanned skin and she's short but in the cute way, the way real guys who aren't pricks, adore.

GOD WHAT A BUNCH OF FUCKING PRICKS I HATE EVERYONE FUCK

sorry it was so long I just needed the whole story out

Oh yeah, its getting late but I'll give a few pointers about whats happened recently with me.

1. Baby half brother/sister will be born soon whoop (Dads fiancee's pregnant)

2. Iron Maiden and Shinedown with dad, emma and Ass FUCKING AMAZING FUCK

3. me and Levi (my girlfriend) are still dating (4 months on the 28th)

4. I sorta failed my first maths exam?? (56/180 end me) and my mum blamed it on my dad fuck off.

5. I got mild sunstroke at the weekend lmaoo

6. 1 more year left of high school I'm happy but also sad..

7. I'm turning 16 in 7 months which means 1 more year till I can get my motorbike license and one year closer till my first tattoo wink wonk :)

but anyway, yeah, its currently, 1:18am, I have school and I have a big day confronting that massive cunt about my sister, so goodnight everyone. Have a nice life and I'll see you next time.