Let me just start off with saying my name I'm autumn and 13 years old Hispanic long brown hair brown eyes and 5'3 and I'm not going to lie to you I can't do anything right I no you think I'm just saying that because I'm a teenager but I'm genuine I solely believe I'm not good at anything and my summer can prove that. And that's where I start off my story.
It was the middle of summer and I sadly had to go to summer school before then I went to J STEM Academy which by the word Academy you can already tell it was a place for AP students kids who were just smart little did I know I wasn't like the rest of those kids. I struggled in math all the time and I never really made it emotive to pay attention in that class. And that showed the teacher always try to get me to come to tutoring and I would never want to mostly because they solely believe that his tutoring.... Well was boring it was math if it was born during class was going to be boring during tutoring. But that affected my summer I found out that I have to go to summer school and it sucked my mother told me that it was only to be for one week I always overly excited when I heard that knowing that I wouldn't have to give up my entire summer that changed. On the first day of summer school she was talking about all the things that we would be doing this year and how summer school would be a month-long! I knew it was too good to be true I wasn't surprised but when I told my mom she was so pissed and I got a lecture about how I should have been careful in school. At the time I didn't care I knew that if I passed summer school I would still go to the next grade at the Academy that brings me to the middle of summer school I kind of already had a friend I guess you can call him that I never really asked him about his grade but as we started hanging out more often I found out that he was in 9th! I was only in sixth grade at the time and I didn't know how to react. He had curly blonde hair and was really tall kind of Pale and had brown eyes kind of cute in my hea0d and really I thought he could have been a 7th grader but I guess I was wrong. After I told him that I was in sixth grade he didn't seem interested in talking to me anymore and you kind of left to go with a group of friends which left me to eat alone in summer school. But let me skip to the part that I know you all want to hear if I pass by the title of this you can already tell..... I failed summer school with a 64. And the first person I had to tell with my best friend I felt like dying I hated myself and she blamed it on herself I wanted to die at that point cuz none of it was her fault. After that my mom was super pissed and have to find a new school for me to go to now remember the part where I told you that I was in the academy in that Academy they never really taught you sixth grade stuff that regular kids were learning they tell you High School 7th grade 8th grade stuff. And so here's where I end up coming to my new school, Kitty Hawk. I dreaded the place just looking at it the colors were white and green and their mascot wasn't even an animal it was a plane. They were called the Flyers and I didn't really know how I would feel about that. So I scheduled in and I get started I have about 5 more weeks of Summer left and I have no idea what I'm going to do both my parents are pissed at me and I'm pissed at myself I can't really do anything so I am going shopping with my mom, for school clothes of course.... After that there was really nothing to do I just stayed in my room and read me took away my phone at the time so I couldn't really do anything or talk to any friends or warn them that I wasn't going to be there next year so the only person I really got to tell him I wasn't going to be there what is my best friend all I remember was crying and I go back to think about how I could have done more. About how I wouldn't be in this position if I had just paid attention. But of course you don't want to hear that you want to hear my first day of school well you're going to have to read the next chapter for that one. Hopefully you even stayed! my life isn't that interesting anyways....
