Is there a rise? (GxFuta)

First Time

I headed to work and it was a nice morning.
A school was doing a field trip to the zoo here, me and my friend Mike were touring them around when something out of the blue happened.
A man with a gun pulled up and tried to shoot at the group of kids, instincts kicked in and I tackled him down and shot him with the gun he used. I was shaking like crazy while Mike took the group off to a safer place. I'm covered in blood and Mike already called my boss telling him what happened, over the radio he says "Jade head home, it's for the better".
I agree, I walk to my car and drive home. I walk in around 12 start panicking.
"Jade! What happened?!" CJ says running to me.
"I was helping Mike with the kids tour of the zoo and someone came in and started firing and I tackled him down and I shot him and and They let me out early cause of that and now I'm freaking out" I say shaking.
CJ hugs me and holds me close trying comfort me, nothing feels conforming right now.
"CJ you don't understand this is my first time killing someone! It always gets worse from here!" I say pushing away.
"Jade calm down"
I tackle CJ down and pull out my pocket knife and stab her arm down so she can't get up.
"You know I really liked shooting him, felt so good" I say pushing the knife deeper and all the way through her.
She screams loudly in pain. Music to my ears.
"J-Jade no!" CJ says winching in pain.
"M-Mommy?" I hear behind me.
I jump back and fall down shaking.
"I-I'm so sorry! I'm a monster..."
"Mommy....y-your arms...you have a boo boo .....I'll get you a band aid" Sally says.
"J-Jade ....your not and Sally ... I'm fine baby g-go back upstairs" CJ says breathing heavily.
"CJ I just stabbed you im a monster for sure...I stabbed the one person who means everything to me...that's something a monster would do" I say running my hands through my hair.
Sally looks at me with fear all over her.
"W-why would you do that mommy?" She asks stepping away from me.
"Kiddo, I'm sick that's why...the sickness did it not me but I need you to go get me the first aid kit, we're gonna fix mommy up okay" I say putting a fake smile on.

Cliff hanger mother fucker!