Is life always like this....

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After the man was done mom sent me to my room. I sat in a corner and cried. Next thing I knew it there was a knock at my door again I felt butterflies in my stomach and I started shaking. But it was josh my dad I ran and hugged him. He asked me what was I doing up and crying. I wanted to tell him so bad but I knew if I did mom would get me so I simply lied like always and told daddy I had a bad dream. He took me in his arms and hugged me and put me in bed and stayed there till I fell asleep. I knew once I woke up daddy would be gone to work again. Dad had to work two jobs to take care of us.

I was woke up that morning by faith crying. I picked her up and went down stairs to get her food. When doctors come to check on faith I watch them show "mom" how to feed her. When faith was born she had something wrong with her where now she has to be tube feed. Our egg donor doesn't take of us if dads not home I'm the one who cleans and takes care of the kids. I was only 6 which was hard for a little 6 year old like me to take on such a great responsibility.

(Okay I'm done for the day I'll update it soon again if u have any questions ask!)