HI GUYS,I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATE IN LIKE MORE THAN A MONTH SO HERE YOU HAVE.PLEASE READ THE NOTE AT THE END OF THE CHAPTER!!!
Bri's POVIt has been days,weeks and even months since me and Mac are dating and it has been great so far.Sometimes we seemed to be inseparable,well it is more like we are unbroken.But the thing is that we also seemed to be popular,and i mean,its not that bad but i feel that almost every eye at school are watching us all the time and thats weird and new for me and I think i would never get used to it.In the other hand,Mac seemed to enjoy it and I should be happy for him but i cant handle the fact that girls are all over him everitime,they are like misquitoes trying to chew him away from me.Mac also doesnt hangs with Andrew,Taylor nor Natalia,not even with OTW Crew.Sometime I feel that he doesnt even likes to be with me anymore and that really scares me.We are not that unbroken as i thought we were,afterall.
The annoying sound of my alarm tears me from my dream world to reality reminding me that unfortunately today is monday.I took a bath and choose me clothes.I choose a plain red sweater,skinny jeans and a pair of brown oxfords.I pull my hair up in a perfect bun,and as always i keep my make up natural.
I went downstairs to eat brakefast.I am almost finishing when my phone buzzed,indicating i have a massage.It is from Mac:
Babeee:
Goodmorning beautiful,do you want me to pick you up to go to school?
No,,,,,i dont want to.Because i know that would implicate going not only with Mac,but with one of those popular guys who now are named as his friends.Also because i found myself more upset and angry at him because he used to pick me up to go to school withput questioning me because that is what real couples do.So i just simply reply:
No,thanks.
It has passed ten minutes since i reply and he didnt replied back,not even with a 'ok'.I am so angry at him that i can't finish my pancakes so i went upstairs to grab my backpack to head to school.I said goodbye to my mom and she offered me a ride to school but i said no because i want to walk to have time to think about all my actual problems that seemed to be focused on Mac's and mine relationship.
I am now making my way to school with only my feets and it feels amazing because i can now relax.I changed my angryness with calm as i breathe some fresh air.Fresh air......thats what i really needed to think.Now here comes the part i really didnt want to get through,think......think of my relationship with Mac.I mean,I know I love him,but i dont really know if he loves me back anymore.And that is really really sad because Mac seems to be unpleased and sometimes annoyed by my presence.He seemes to enjoy more the company of those stupid popular boys and eventually girls.These thoughts just makes me upset again.I know he isnt cheating on me with one of those girls but sometimes i doubt it.Or could he?No,i don't think he could do such a thing.But i can't quite predict his actions anymore.Should i break up with him?No,i dont even know how i brought this idea to my mind.I cant do that,Mac is my happiness......Mac is my everything.I care so much for him,even though he dont really care anymore.
Mac's POV
I am in my way to school with my best mate Mason.He and his mom politely offred me a ride,he live near my house,some houses away.I try to enjot Mason's company but i cant because all i con do is think of Bri.She seems to be angry at me lately,and i dont know why.Doesnt we are supposed to happy?I feel ignored by her so i just hang out with my friends,which enjoy to since they are popular and i just feel i am were i am supposed to be long time ago.I know it since Bri and I are now a couple,but I have to also say i earned it myself.In the other hand,Bri seemed annoyed of being popular,is she angry because of her popularity or because of my actual changes?because i have to admit i had changed a little,but because i was too distracted to know i was wasting my time being at the shadows of school,i was a noone out there,and i really dont miss it.