Ivy's POV
FLASHBACK
2012
After that night DeMarcus and I texted basically 24/7 he was like my personal diary. Sadly he didn't live in Ruston, he lived in Baton Rouge which is 4 hours from where I live. That didn't stop us from being close friends and still getting to know each other. It was around the beginning of August and I was texting him and Katrina both at the same time. Mind you these two had magically got together (🙄).
"Ivy why are you even with Chris dusty looking ass?" She asked with a distorted look on her face. "Why are you so worried about him and I Trina I get that you're my friend, but stop worrying about my relationship so much." I said with a slight attitude.
That was just like her to be all up in my business worried about what was going on with my relationship and what Chris and I had going on.
"Look I was just tryna look out for you I don't trust his rat ass motherf*cker smell like piss and moth balls anyways." she said rolling her eyes with an annoyed look on her face. I just looked at her like with a mug on my face because I know good and damn well she wasn't downing my nigga like that I wasn't having that not one bit friend or not. "Why the f*ck are you so pressed over him anyways that's why YOUR nigga got another b*tch pregnant." As soon as those words left my mouth I just felt like utter and complete shit.
"What the f*ck you mean he got somebody else pregnant?" She asked me with so much hurt in her voice. "You know what don't even f*cking answer that Ima just ask his ass." With that she got up and left.
Now I know some of y'all finna sit here and judge me saying how I shouldn't have even let that slip outta my mouth. Sis I know I was just mad as hell at the moment. After she left my house I got a text message from DeMarcus basically saying how he couldn't trust me after that and that we couldn't be friends anymore. Child when I tell y'all I basically begged his ass to still be my friend cause I didn't wanna loose him at all. I apologized to Katrina and him. Come to find out the baby wasn't even his anyways, but I knew I was wrong for even putting his business out like that even though the situation was before Katrina 🤷🏽♀️. Him and Katrina broke up like a week into there relationship (keep that in mind).
Fast forwarding to October this was around my best friends birthday, no not Katrina, my best friend Aalayjah she was having a sleep over at a Fairfield Inn. Throughout the night I was texting DeMarcus and on Facebook (y'all know Facebook was popping in 2012 😂😂) I had made a status saying "Anybody wanna be my Facebook husband?" DeMarcus liked it and Chris like it as well. Y'all deadass finna drag me for me but I picked DeMarcus as my Facebook husband 🤷🏽♀️ I mean I low key had a crush on him and he was the perfect fit I know that's grimy asf, but at the same time I didn't give a f*ck. So since I made him my "husband" he acted like it. I know some of y'all finna be like "what about Chris what about Chris " lemme spill some tea to you. Chris and Katrina had something going on when I was in the hospital back in June and they finally told me months later so of course my ass was about to be petty and not care about Chris feelings. Chris and I relationship didn't even feel like a real relationship I didn't have any feelings for him at all and i bet y'all wondering "then why yo ass was with him" sis idk 😐 you know how I know I didn't have feelings for him cause I was never worried about where he was at, if he was around females, etc. ANYWAYS back to DeMarcus, as December rolls around DeMarcus comes back in town for Christmas telling everyone he's moving back permanently to Ruston. YALL A B*TCH WAS SO HAPPY!!!
Onto the juicy stuff, kinda, it was New Year's Eve it was Me, Chris, Chris other friend Tay, DeMarcus, and my other friend Sharon we were all on ooVoo joking being dumb. So around this time Sharon had broken up with her ex boyfriend Pooh (messy situation is all Ima say) her and DeMarcus had gotten together New Year's night (🙄y'all a b*tch was pissed tf off cause I was feeling this nigga heavy asf with his bright ass). Now y'all finna drag me again 😂😂, but y'all gotta see it from my point of view too I been having feelings for this nigga for some months now and every time I was gonna build up the courage to speak up his ass always snatching up one of my damn friends 🤦🏽♀️. Lemme get out my chest and continue.
It's now February 2013 DeMarcus and Sharon done broke up cause me and her had fallen out because she told me to start talking to her ex boyfriend to get him to stop harassing her so as a good friend I did. At the time I thought I was doing a good thing, but now I know I wasn't. Her and DeMarcus broke up because he had given me chocolate covered strawberries on Valentine's Day (nigga was feeling me so mf hard 😂🙄). Long story short because I don't wanna drag the Sharon situation her and I almost got into a fight and we were into it for a while. Back to DeMarcus, February 18, 2013 I get a inbox from my ex Chris (yes we broke up in January) he asked me did I have feelings for DeMarcus of course Ima tell him no because that was none of his business if I did or not. Little did I know DeMarcus was at Chris's house looking the whole time. After I told Chris no I texted DeMarcus asking him if he liked me BIHHHHHH HE SAID YES!!! Y'all I was so mf happy I was smiling and blushing like a little school girl. I told him I had liked him too and then we made it official. Sadly the next day I had my mama break up with him for me cause I ain't wanna ruin our friendship and the bond we shared 🤦🏽♀️, but somehow this nigga found his way into my ice cold heart sending sweet messages, paragraphs almost everyday, staying on the phone all night, texting me all day everyday, letting me wear his sweatshirt which smelled bomb asf.
We magically got together February 26,2013. That's when shit started changing.
TBC.
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