If Only You Knew (Camus X Reader)

Chapter 1: QUARTET NIGHT

Give into temptation...

My promise to you...

I'll rock you hard...

With my deep emotion.

"Eternally Poison Kiss..." I hum while walking by the flower beds in a nearby park with my favorite book, (F/B), in hand. My iPod basically blasting songs from my favorite idol group of all time, QUARTET NIGHT is probably the best music I've ever heard since the day I was born.

Quietly, I sat down on a shady bench under my usual tree and started reading. My cell phone rings and I quickly put down the book I was so immersed in.

"Yes, um hello?" I asked but the line remained silent until a booming voice came from the other line.

"(Y/N) URIHARAAAAA!!" President Shining screamed from the other line.

"Yes President Shining? You need me to come again to make sweets for the kohai's and all that stuff? Yeah OK. I'll be there tomorrow. Yeah. Bye President." I sighed internally. Even after I promised myself to never go back to that school I still agree to come when I get called up.

"Ehh? (Y/N)-(Y/N)?" A familiar voice called out from behind me. When I turned to look at who it was it was none other than Kotobuki Reiji. My classmate back in Master Course when I still attended the academy.

"Reiji-kun!" I smiled and saw that he had Ranmaru and Ai with him.

"(Y/N)-(Y/N) I didn't think we'd see you here!" Reiji-kun smiled and sat down abruptly next to me.

"Well neither did I! Congrats on your debut by the way!"

"Eh, it's not that amazing." Ranmaru shrugged, "But thanks I guess."

I sighed, same old Ranmaru from Master Course. "Ne Ai-kun how are you?" I asked looking back towards Ai who was standing behind the bench.

"As good as any other android I suppose." He said.

"Wow, none of you really have changed since I was last in huh?" I said and looked at all of them. They don't entirely look the same but they still act like that small group of friends I had back in the academy.

"Well... Other than that Permafrost dude who just happened to show up yeah, but he seriously keeps getting on my nerves! He soaked my banana's and called them 'not sweet enough'! The nerve! BANANA IS PERFECT!!" Ranmaru complains causing a few people to look at us with weird looks.

"Look at what you've done Ran-Ran! You've caught people's attention!" Reiji-kun complains.

"We might aswell get out of here, my data says we're running late for out photoshoot." Ai-kun said before looking at his watch.

"Eh! But Myu-chan isn't here yet!" Reiji-kun exclaims.

"Myu-chan?" I ask, the name of a girl so did they get a composer other than Nanami?

"He's the Permafrost dude Ranmaru was complaining about earlier (Y/N)-(Y/N)!" Reiji explains.

"Oh... OK. So that's why there were more than three voices in your song."

"Un un! But you really should've went to the debut concert! It was super good! And also we became senpai's of the Master Course! Aren't you proud (Y/N)-(Y/N)?!" Reiji-kun exclaims.

"Hai! I'm super proud of you guys eh! What made you believe I wasn't?" I asked.

"Tch, that Permafrost—"

"His name is Camus Ran-Ran!"

"Fine CAMUS, was trash talking about you ending your career as an idol all of a sudden. He's seriously so annoying! He doesn't even know you yet he talks about you as if he's known you longer than us!" Ranmaru says angrily, "He was saying that you didn't care about us anymore which is why you weren't contacting us and that you wanted nothing to do with the idoling world anymore, can you believe he nerve of that guy?!"

"Oi oi! Ran-Ran calm down! It was (Y/N)-chan's choice to leave so it doesn't matter what others say, if she's comfortable we're comfortable!"

I have to admit, the things this ‘Camus’ guy said about me hurt a bit. But Reiji-kun is right, it was my choice to leave. People have the rights to their own opinion. So it entirely isn't that bad.

"Ne ne! Ai-kun said your already late so you should go on ahead already! I'm fine here!" I smiled at them and shooed them off with a wave.

"See ya (Y/N)-(Y/N)!" Reiji-kun smiles.

"Bye."

"Ne, you better make a comeback one day." Ranmaru says before running off with both of them.

I sighed and tilted my head back. Maybe I should make a comeback, no. That's not possible, I'm not going to go through that stress again...

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Konichiwa minna!! It's me Mashiro, and well... This is my first Uta No Prince-Sama x Reader so plz bear with me right now. I know it's not the best. But I mainly made this for my entertainement because I love Camus with my heart and soul! It's true... I will never love anyone other than him so yeah. Enjoy the rest of my story I guess.

STAY IN LOVE REVOLUTIONARIES!

~Mashiro