She finally let go of her fake smile and tears rolled down her cheeks, she then whispered,' I don't wanna be me anymore.'
The pic above is Alec <3
-Ella
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We stood there just holding each other there. It felt good to be held in warm arms. Instead of crying and screaming into a pillow.
"You don't have to hate yourself.", he mumbled in the crock of my neck.
I started to cry.
"But it's me your talking about here."
He hugged me tighter.
I've never cried this much.
I've never told people about my cuts.
"I don't wanna be me anymore!", I said.
He pulled away our hug and put his hands on my shoulders.
"Don't say that."
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He kissed me.
He kissed me.
I found a person to share my pain with.
And not only pain but...love.
Love.
Love is something that can change your life....in just seconds.
Being broken doesn't stop you from being loved by a person. It stops you you from loving that person.
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-Ella
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RomanceA girl. A boy. She's broken. He's broken. She wants a boy who will treat her right. He wants a girl who will be loving. She wants people to see her. He wants people to treat him normal. They want to be loved.
