Never Ending Love

Crystal.

A/n if you dont like suicidal or self harm i suggest you skip this chapter and go to the next one. Bai Bai!

- Y/n POV-

I woke up earlier than usual. After I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes I looked out the window. It was just now sunrise. 'Hmm crystal hasn't came in yet. Where could she be?' I slowly crawled out of bed and got dressed in a simple white sundress with a black ribbon around the waist with black and white flats. I checked myself in the mirror and walked to the window. 'Hopefully ciel doesn't wake before I get back' I looked at the door one last time then jumped out of the window.

I ran and ran trying to pick up crystal's scent. I was in the middle of town now. I started to walk around and asked people if they had seen a girl with shoulder length blonde hair with crystal blue eyes. I couple of men I had asked pointed straight to the trancy manor. I thanked them kindly and made my way to see if she was with alois or Claude. I just got to the door and knocked when a familiar face opened it. "A-alois long time no see." He stood there shocked. "Y/n what are you doing here?" I gave him a straight answer. "I am looking for crystal." He had an evil grin on his face then showed me his hand to see a purple contract symbol just like mine. "How did you?" He started laughing then became serious. 'Stupid bipolar' "look at your hip y/n." I ran to the bathroom and looked at my hip to see my contract symbol is gone. 'C-crystal' I walked back out and yelled for crystal and alois. I watched as they both made their way down the stairs. I walked straight up to them and looked crystal in the eyes. "Explain!" She looked sad and happy at the same time. "I am sorry M'lady." She looked over at Alois. "May I say goodbye to miss y/n alone?" He nodded and walked to the dinning room. "M'lady I am sorry Alois said that if I don't make a contract with him and leave you he will hurt you!" I nodded,"I see." With that I turned around and started to walk home. "M'lady your tail and ears are out." I just kept walking. I couldn't do this anymore. I keep getting kittynapped and in trouble. Crystal left me for that bipolar freak! I don't even know if ciel likes me. He may act like it but my conscious says he doesn't. I-i am just done. With that I took off running at inhuman speed.

LE TIME SKIP! (Back in room)

Its been an hour since I got back. Ciel still hasn't woken up and sebastian is in the kitchen down stairs making breakfast. I've been crying the whole time mumbling to myself how crystal betrayed me and nobody loves me. I couldn't take the pain anymore. I quietly went to my bathroom and pulled out a knife my mother told me to keep with me since my family was being hunted at the time. I looked at it for a little while then raised it above my head. I started to plunge it into my chest when someone stopped me before it could go into my chest. I looked over and saw ciel with a scared look on his face. "Y/n what are you doing?!" I started to cry again. All ciel could do was hold me into his chest and kiss my forehead whispering it will be OK. He slowly moved me away from him and grabbed ahold of my wrists. I hissed in pain and ciel looked at my wrists. They were all bloody and cut from where I was cutting before I tried to kill myself. "Oh bloody hell! We need to get you to the doctor!"

-ciels pov-

When I woke up Sebastian told me he heard y/n crying in her room. I smacked him and ran to her room. I could hear her crying and mumbling things. Then they stopped I heard her rustling through a drawer. I opened the door to see her about to kill herself. I ran over to her as fast as I could and ripped the knife out of her hands. "Y/n what are you doing?!" She didn't answer me but she started to cry even harder. I didn't know what to do- I slowly held her against my chest and whispered to her. "Shhhh, it is OK." I kissed her forehead before pulling her back to ask her why but when i grabbed her wrists she hissed at me. I looked down to see a lot of blood on me from her cuts. 'I'm guessing she did that before she attempted to kill herself' "Bloody hell we need to get you to a doctor!" She looked at me and smiled then went limp in my arms.

Konichiwa!!! Sorry guys if this is a bad and emotional chapter but don't worry it gets way better in the end. But im not going to spoil what happens! I think I'm going to hold back on wattpad for a bit but I will update as soon as I get some good ideas. So without further ado I will see you in the next chapter! Bai!Bai!