Hello everyone! You have unlocked the secret third chapter! These are the extra reasons why I fucking hate my white ass fucking self! :)
1. I'm mentally disabled. - I am almost retarded. I can't learn or stick to anything i do. And I'm majorly depressed.
2. I'm dumb. - Every time I try to learn something I'm interested in, I always just stop using it or doing it. I hate it.
3. I'm dumb. - I mess up every person I'm friends with by doing or saying stupid shits.
4. I suck. - I'm barely above par with everything I do. I'm not actually good at anything just ok. There's always a large group of people wayyyyy better than me, but a larger group of people worse than me. This is because when I like something I start it but I never stick to it. But even when I do, i'm ass. I never advance as quickly as my friends. I hate it.
5. I am an idiot. - I can't learn anything ever.
6. I fuck everything up. - I am ruining my relationship with my girlfriend and I hate it because I am in love with her.
7. School - I am not good as I can be. I could be better than anyone I encounter but im not.
8. I lack any motivation. Help - I need to be motivated but I am not!
9. Sports - I suck ass at running and wrestling. I wanna join a swim team but I cant. I also am a slow ass swimmer.
That's it everyone! I hope y'all liked my story! Have a nice night!
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Why I hate Myself
Short StoryI never wanted to be gay. I still don't and I don't want to be alive either, with the way that I am. Someone help.