You Found Me | Park Jimin fanfic

My life ( Chapter 1 )

Y/N POV :
I woke up on mom and dad fighting
As usual.. I dont know why everytime I cry even tho Iam used to it?
" I WANT A DIVORCE " I heard mom scream at my father
I cry everytime i hear her say that to him
Because iam afraid that one day they will seperate ...
My grandfather is sick and my grandmother is far away from town
I dont have alot of friends but i have one best friend..
Her name is Hyejin
Hyejin has always been by my side and knows me so well
But there is a side she doesnt know about me until now
Back then
4 years ago
~ *Flashback* ~
" Y/N !! Get downstairs ! Now!" I heard mom yell so i went downstairs as fast as i can
All i knew after is that mom slapped me hard on my face
I felt hot tears stream down on my cheecks and i sobbed
" why the hell do u skip classes and never do ur homework? And who is this friend u always come home late with?!" She yelled at me
This friend was Sam
He is not close to me put we pretty much hangout alot when Hyejin isnt around
He brings me back home when its late mom is overprotective and she doesnt want me to start dating I am 13 years old and I think i pretty much can handle a relationship
Or maybe i thought so
After she yelled at me she grabbed my hair and kept pulling me until she threw me in my room and locked the door
I kept crying and banging on the door telling her to open
She didnt open it for me to eat or even use the restroom
I felt mesrible
It wasnt the first time
I kept searching in my room hoping that i find something to kill myself with
*warning this story has content that may disturb you so if you find yourself disturbed by reading kindly dont read far*
I found a razor
I was pretty much a coward but through all i have been through
I didnt feel anything
I started making 1 cut.. 2 cuts.. 3 wont hurt
Every cut i made i felt pain and it became less and less
I kept searching for something to stop the blood flowing so i got and old t shirt and wrapped it around my arm
And sat on my bed emotionless
I didnt feel anything
But somehow my mom found out
And she sent me away to be treated
Thats when i stopped
~*End of flashback*~
I never thought about harming myself again
Instead i could cry or just keep everything inside
Hyejin knew that i always keep my feelings inside and she tried not to bring anything up that i wouldnt explode
I knew she cared about me
But i needed someone who would make me tell them everything just by looking into their eyes
I wish i would have that " someone"
I then heard a door being slammed
And mom crying
I went down to see what happened and i didnt find dad in the room
I asked mom what happened but she kept sobbing and she hugged me tightly
"Mom? What happened? Were is dad?" I asked with a worried look on my face
Somehow what i wish would never happen is already done
"Iam so sorry .. I shouldnt have yelled .. " mom said to me
I was so confused
What does she mean?
Why is she sorry?
" what do u mean mom?"
"We are having a divorse.. iam so sorry" she said to me sobbing
I pulled away from the hug and glanced at her
" What do u mean? U have to be kidding me!!"
" calm down please.." she said
" how should i calm down huh?? Tell me! Both of destroyed my life ! Both of u destroyed me!! All i needed was loving parents and a happy family!! I wish i was never born!"
I then stormed into my bedroom
Brought a suitcase and put my clothes in
I had collected some money from the part time jobs i used to do
They would but a plane ticket
So i bought a ticket away from america
To Seoul
I then went down the stairs and sneecked out of the house
I then told Hyejin that i was leaving
And fortunetly at that time she was at seoul
Y/N: umm soo may i stay at your place for somedays? I promise when i find a job i will leave
Hyejin: are you kidding? You can stay as much as u want we will have lots of fun!
Y/N : fun isnt in my dictionary you know.. but thanks for letting me stay
Sorry gotta go
Hyejin: no problem see ya!
By that i was on the plane
For a new life away
I know mom didnt care about me leaving
Because i was away from the house for about 4 hours now
She would at least left a text message but she didnt
I didnt care anymore
And i focused on what i was going to do when i get there
~*At the airport*~
The flight wasnt very comfortable so i couldnt get enough sleep
I had eye bags and puffy eyes
Luckily i had my sunglasses with me
" Y/N!! Heyy! " Hyejin said to me as she hugged me tightly
" I missed you so much ! How are you? Are u okay? You look like you didnt have much sleep, c'mon lets go to my house and rest" she said as she grabbed my hand
" Iam fine dont worry"
I put a fake smile as i said that
" i know a face smile when i see one "
She said and held my hand tight
We reached her house and she told me to go sleep
" I already had the guest room ready for you , it has a comfy bed too " she smiled at me
I couldnt help but smile back
She was so cute
I slept for 5 hours and woke up on a very delicious smell
" I smell something delicious.. what have you done ?" I said sniffing
" chicken bbq pizza .. voila !" She said getting it out of the oven
I smiled at her
" so Hyejin .. which school will i go to?" I asked her
" there is this school i go to next to my house i signed up for u with me there" she replied
"C'mon the pizza is ready" she got plates and cups for the lemonade
I have to admit the pizza was so goddamn good
Pretty much Hyejin knew how to make me smile
But not for much time
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A/N
Hello there beautiful people *^*
Iam sorry if the story is miserable but dont worry it will get better soon
Hope u enjoyed this chapter!