‘In this world you can never see
The girl who sealed herself from reality,
Crying alone saying “somebody notice me”
as she kept crying for mercy’
All I ever wanted is someone who can understand me… someone who can love me… and I can depend on…
“Terashima-san, please go out with me!” those are the words that came out from his mouth.
Kakihara Shinji, the most popular guy of this school is right in front of me; not only that… he’s confessing..?! That’s impossible! How could someone like him confess to someone like me?!
“… Did you loose on a bet or something…? Cause there is no way that the famous ‘Kakihara-kun’ will confess to someone like me.” I said.
Yes, there is no way that he’ll like a girl like me… I don’t even have any friends; I have a bad reputation at school, and my family situation is the worst. Basically, I’m all alone in this Abyss like world… I am the opposite of him…
“There is it again. “Someone like me” you’re always like that… how can I prove to you that I really like you?” He looked at me in the eyes, his gaze feels like its piercing trough me… such a strong look…
“Then save me…” I whispered unconsciously, when I realized what I’ve said, I quickly looked at him, and saw him in shock.
What the-?! What am I saying…?! It’s not like he can understand me… no one in this world… not even my parents… can understand me…
I can never escape dark this abyss…
I wonder since when I fell in this Abyss? It’s like just a little while ago someone was there for me, the it vanished completely… and I found myself like this, being a hopeless and a useless person…
“Then I will. This time I will be the one who will save you.” he said those words with full confidence, as if he can do it. Those words that he uttered made me shock, and just stand there not knowing what to say.
“Well then, I’ll go for now. See you.” he patted my head and left.
With a blush on my face, I touch the part of my head where he patted.
“It’s warm…” the warmness of his hands… I can still feel them…
Can he really… save me…? Is it okay to trust him…? Do I… really want to be saved? It seems like a part of me is afraid… afraid of what can happen or what kind of reality will I see if I’m ‘save’
As I head home many questions lingered to my mind… what… do I really want…?
I arrived in front of my house and enter it.
“I’m home.” I said even though I know no one will answer.
‘Like a bird who’s trap inside a cage
crying alone in a big black space,
no one see and no one knows
the suffering of the girl who wish for them to know’
I headed to my room and lie down on my bed, tired because of this tiresome day…
I close my eyes while thinking, “What kind of person is one who is capable of changing a person’s life? Is there even… such person…?” until I fell asleep…
It’s cold…
so dark….
Where am I…?
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Teen Fiction‘In this world you can never see The girl who sealed herself from reality, Crying alone saying “somebody notice me” as she kept crying for mercy’ No one can ever understand me... and yet, you confessed to me... saying you'll save me... Even though...
