i don't have cool clothes
i don't look pretty
i'm not beautiful
i have rolls
rolls like the pillsbury dough boy
he says i don't
he says i'm not fat
he says i'm pretty enough
but like i said
he lies to me
i also said i lie to me
i lie to myself that he cares
i lie to myself that he wants to talk to me
i lie to myself that i'm worth it
truth is
i'm worthless
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thinketry
Randomsometimes my mind overflows and i need something to catch the excess nonsense